I read a book recently (the haunting of Alizabel Cray, see the book link for details) that was a fictional account of what the book decribed as wych-kin. They are basicly any manner of demons you can think of.
One of which was the incubus. Now. I understand that the common held defination of such a creature is a demon that joins a woman in her bed and has intercourse with her and leaves.
But, the book I read had a bit of a twist. It was not a sexual demon, but just a creature that takes up residence on your back. Over time the wychkin sucks the life from you and weighs you down, very much like a presite.
When I read that it simply gave a visual to the way I. I feel weighted down and weak. Unmotivated, uninspired.
I'm in desprate need to spend some time some where beautiful. Surrounding myself with so much ugliness on a regular basis is really harming the creative spirit in me.
Maybe I'm just seasonaly depressed.
But truthfully, my back is all in knots. Maybe I should see if there is anyway I can get in tomorrow for a massage.
Yesterday on such a gloomy day all I wanted was to open my curtains and light several candles and play some Otep, very loudly, and jump and thrash around. ...eventually settling down for some reading.
but instead I had to go to the ugly place and settle-in in the evening for pizza and beer.
I have tomorrow off. I'm looking forward to spending that time with myself. Being able to use that day for what ever I see fit. No 10am appointments, or 5:30 weekly rituals.
I can go to the grocery and pick up a feel needed things like toilet paper and milk and light bulbs. Maybe I'll attempt to make chili as I clean house.
Definately looking forward to it.
2:38 p.m. - January 14, 2006
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