This is kind of a long story, and there is a bit of a back log.

I have become addicted to a little website called tinynibbles dot com it is the offical site of the incredibly sexy Sexpert Violet Blue. She is a sex educator. She writes how to books on an assortment of sexual activities. She also is an award winning erotica book editor. She also has a podcast call Open Source Sex....which is seriously awesome, and I am completely addicted to. She has also reviewed a lot of porn.

About a Week or 2 ago Miss Violet was invited to a meet and greet party for an up and coming porn production company called Pink and White Productions. This company makes Real Lesbian porn. None of that straight girl on girl nonsense. When she attended this little party in the week hours of the evening, she found some of the stars engaging in some serious sexual activities, and they just let her take as many picturs as she wanted. .....And she took a lot of incredible hot photos. (which are posted on her site.)

So in a recent podcast she interviewed the lady at the helem of pink and white productions. And she decribed some of the films they are planning on making, and detailed the one that is out now. ....and my opinion was that if those movies are anything like that hot photo shoot, I am definately curious.

what seems different about this is that it real woman, having real sex with people that want to fuck. .....it's not some silly artificial thing, ....these pictures are hot, but part of what makes them hot is how into it the women are. they are smiling, they are having fun. they are being ever so creative with what they can do with their partners,.....and regardless of the gender, I find that incredibly sexy, and incredibly hot. The thought of really hot, creative and fun sex turns me on.

So tonight I went out questing for something from Pink and White.

I went into my local Pricillas and couldn't find it. So I asked the nice gay boy at the counter if they carried it. He told me he didn't think so, but they didn't have a fansy computer inventory, so he couldn't look it up. ....and when I mentioned that it was "real lesbian porn" he seemed to grant me some solidarity and we talked for a bit.

Quite often people mistake Becky for being gay, so she gets this occasionally. And she agrees, it is fun, and alittle flattering to be brought into that circle for a moment.

Now, I'm not gay. ....and I don't know if I consider myself bi. I enjoy looking at attractive women. I really enjoy sexy women, but I don't know if I would want to have sex with one. I might have a fantasy about it every now and again, and I might even be able to be on the receive end of some lesbian attention, but I'm not sure if I could recepricate. ...Oh, who am I kidding. If I think if I were wild and into it, I could reciprecate,.....but the thought is a little weird, of touching a woman in that way.......but the idea of being with the person, and want to please and satisfy them....thinking about it that way would make it different.

So, when I was pondering my 'bi sexuality" ...I was wondering about 3 somes. .....and I think I came to the opinion that the idea of another woman joining the boyfriend and me, would be weird and I really would like to see him interact with her,....but I admit I'm curious,......and the idea of being with another woman while the boyfriend watches is pretty hot. (especially knowing his love for lesbians. .....real lesbians not just girl on girl)

I still like the line from Trainspotting. You fancy who you fancy. It's all about aesthetics and fuck all to do with morality.