So I'm not quite sure how to write about this.
I finally got my sexual itch scratched.
It is so strange the overwhellming feeling of calm that has swept over me.
I don't have this constant need to talk about sex, or read about sex, or listen to naughty stories, or to get turned on a go play for an hour.
Now, this isn't a product of my prolonged absence, nor is it the reason for the absence.
This is actually only something to come about today, so quite honestly I could be horny as hell again tomorrow. But it is so strange to not need sex. to be satisfied, and content.
I was just checking Violet Blue's Website out of habit, and found it interesting. And I saw she had finally posted several new podcasts, and I downloaded a few and started listening. But I was sort of numb to them. It just don't need the stimulus. I'm content and satisfied.
that constant ache of always needing is gone. My hunger has been fed.
It changes everything.
remove the element of constantly searching for sex and things just change.
we'll see how the world looks tomorrow.
I make no promises that I won't be a wild girl again tomorrow, but it is so nice to be in the calm and note constantly frustrated.
11:57 p.m. - June 12, 2007
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