Raven in Green again..

nothings changed the senates still corrupt & the emporer remains insane, and every day, is a new strain of slaughter, supply lines are less protected, evil on all sides, eye can smell the death on your flesh--creeping in, trapped within the twisting fingers of fear, and all eye see is ewe, that face, those eyes, burning like leprosy, eye can see u there poisoning the air, prostituing Nationalism, and eye want to attack, to rip out your heart and lay you flat on your back, and vomit a world of agony and truth into your throbbing illness of memory...and hate guides our way, eye long for the icy slap of a belt across my back, for the acceptance of death and blind cave war, the giving sleep of depression, the sweet elucidation of savage meaningless agression, chiseled in the meaty forearms of Mother Jupiter and his slave disciples, in the harem tents--outside, just beyond the edges--eye ride, a cycoptic mare in the fires of imagination. feeding my disease, a river of plagues, eye need something to remind me I'm still sinning that pain is important, that wurdz matter, that healing is possible, that eye am not alone ...in this --guard the houses--triple the watch,--Maidens, dig up your sorcery --sirens, sharpen your rocks..ewe will eat my pain again. whatever you need unite messiah ME

--Wurdz by Otep Shamaya

The B always worries me.
August 31, 2001 12:53 a.m.

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Okay so tonight was night.

I was out doing somethings, hanging out with my second circle of friends. and I got back and there was a message on my machine from B. And I heard it and he just seemed so upset..I could tell by his voice. I guess it's says alot that what might sound like a normal B to some, I knew he was upset.

So I called him a bit later because he left a pot up here awhile back and I took it down to him.

Upset B is really an interesting thing.

1. he doesn't want to ask for someone to talk to,...he just kinda invites you to come back to his room.

So I went back to his room, realizing that he is infact upset and wants to talk.

2. 'talking' when B's upset = sitting and listening while he vents.

you know that law of conservation of energy? Energy can not be created or destoryed...: well...there are many different kinds of energy, and people have energy. So if someone is in a bad mood, and vents and gets that bad energy out of them...it doens't just disappear, it has to go somewhere.

Anyway,...B is a very very unique person. He has a very commanding aura. I mean...he has a wierd effect on things. For example if he wears a certain stone, I forget which one, he will magnitize it. Also,..he used to wear rings of this and if he got angery or frustrated or something they would just shatter...and I normally don't think of things like this..and I know what I sound like...but I swear I saw the energy in that room just swirlling...it was wierd.

And now...I've been effected...Seriously put me in a state. had to calm my nerves with alittle Rum.

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