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| nothings changed the senates still corrupt & the emporer remains insane, and every day, is a new strain of slaughter, supply lines are less protected, evil on all sides, eye can smell the death on your flesh--creeping in, trapped within the twisting fingers of fear, and all eye see is ewe, that face, those eyes, burning like leprosy, eye can see u there poisoning the air, prostituing Nationalism, and eye want to attack, to rip out your heart and lay you flat on your back, and vomit a world of agony and truth into your throbbing illness of memory...and hate guides our way, eye long for the icy slap of a belt across my back, for the acceptance of death and blind cave war, the giving sleep of depression, the sweet elucidation of savage meaningless agression, chiseled in the meaty forearms of Mother Jupiter and his slave disciples, in the harem tents--outside, just beyond the edges--eye ride, a cycoptic mare in the fires of imagination. feeding my disease, a river of plagues, eye need something to remind me I'm still sinning that pain is important, that wurdz matter, that healing is possible, that eye am not alone ...in this --guard the houses--triple the watch,--Maidens, dig up your sorcery --sirens, sharpen your rocks..ewe will eat my pain again. whatever you need unite messiah ME --Wurdz by Otep Shamaya |
| Work, and bondage May 08, 2002 5:48 p.m. Related Reading So at lunch today, all of my co workers were talking about the election, and my mom brings up that she heard that one of the guys that won is big into bondage. My response, "So?" I had to severly restrain myself (again, no pun intended) from what I wanted to say. Had my mom not been there, I would have said: Who Isn't? May 08, 2002 5:43 p.m. Related Reading So I was watching Oprah yesterday, and I was absolutely dumbfounded. The show was all about how oral sex has become very common in middle schools. girls as young as 12! But the girls and guys they had on the show were around 15. Again, I was dumbfounded. Here I am, almost 22, never been kissed (let alone giving head) and here are girls in their early teens that think it's no big deal. One girl even said that it was more personal to give someone a good night kiss then to give them head. I mean, come on, I know I'm not the norm, but still. Oh and this one girl said "Well, the guy likes it, and I like giving it, so why is it wrong?" and I was just shouting at the tv. 1. he's a guy, of course he likes it. 2. I've heard that giving head can be quite enjoyable, the whole powertrip....but...I never ONCE heard anything about the guys reciprication. I mean...der,...if you expect me to go down there (no pun intended) you have to go down on me! May 08, 2002 5:33 p.m. Related Reading Holy Crap I'm a junkie. I just spent the last hour of work mentally preparing entries. Yes, that is the only thing that got me though. I am in fact at work but, since it is after 5pm, I am off the clock and can do some typing here. muhwah ha ha. So I've been up since 7:30am, in a patheticly conservative gray skirt with blue a ridiculously white-milk sweater. Luckly I was able to wear my dominatrix boots. What I have done? Well I had the giantic stack of papers. I sorted them alphabeticly into a sorter thing, then entered them in the the computer. Upon finishing one letter I would file them. .....I got to though the letter D. There weren't any A's. That's right...in 8 hours I only got up to d. That means I still have to do e-y. Ugh. I am convinced that if I go to hell when I die, this is what my punishment is going to be! An never ending stack of this freaking Fortis things. Oh and the worst part is when I sorted wrong, and place the current one behind and old one....Enter the old one, ....and have to go back and change it to the current one. Grrrr. and I'm been working in solitary confinement. in silence. I hate it! but...sad to day...if I work full time the next 2 days (and the need me) I'll take away almost $150, which is a 3rd of my rent for amonth,....so that will be nice. But....I swear..I want nothing more to go home, maybe nap, put on a black sexy out fit, and lots of eye make up, and the go rent and watch office space. I swear, how did a species so supposedly evolved ...evolve to a situation where they confine themeselves inside for 9 hours, sitting in an uncomfortable chair, and a desk too low.....and all of it for money. |
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