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| nothings changed the senates still corrupt & the emporer remains insane, and every day, is a new strain of slaughter, supply lines are less protected, evil on all sides, eye can smell the death on your flesh--creeping in, trapped within the twisting fingers of fear, and all eye see is ewe, that face, those eyes, burning like leprosy, eye can see u there poisoning the air, prostituing Nationalism, and eye want to attack, to rip out your heart and lay you flat on your back, and vomit a world of agony and truth into your throbbing illness of memory...and hate guides our way, eye long for the icy slap of a belt across my back, for the acceptance of death and blind cave war, the giving sleep of depression, the sweet elucidation of savage meaningless agression, chiseled in the meaty forearms of Mother Jupiter and his slave disciples, in the harem tents--outside, just beyond the edges--eye ride, a cycoptic mare in the fires of imagination. feeding my disease, a river of plagues, eye need something to remind me I'm still sinning that pain is important, that wurdz matter, that healing is possible, that eye am not alone ...in this --guard the houses--triple the watch,--Maidens, dig up your sorcery --sirens, sharpen your rocks..ewe will eat my pain again. whatever you need unite messiah ME --Wurdz by Otep Shamaya |
Such a wonderful feeling!January 27, 2003 11:57 p.m. Related Reading So today has been a generally good day. And interesting enough. when it rains it pours. I saw most of the boys I've had a crush on in past 4 years. ....all but 2. ...I'll let you guess which 3 those were. But..I saw the Ceramic boy, the boy I seen inside out with, The Hot Topic boy, and the Otep boy. The Otep boy has new jewery for his libris piercing. ...didn't like it...far to big. the stud was way sexier. But it was good to talk with him. We discussed musical theater and an assortment of other things. I saw the hot topic boy in the good court at the mall. He waved me over so I went over and spoke with him. He told me he just got is own place and was wanting me to paint something on one of his walls....or maybe buy a Dante piece. But...he was wanting to check prices with me because he says he's poor. ...I have one that I know he really likes and it's just sitting collecting dust. I was convinced I was going to though them out because I don't think there one of my better pieces. Yeah....so considering I was thinking I was going to have to eat that piece.....It's a win win situation. I swear, everyone wants to buy my work lately (or so it seems). It's such a wonderful feeling! Yea! |
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