Raven in Green again..

nothings changed the senates still corrupt & the emporer remains insane, and every day, is a new strain of slaughter, supply lines are less protected, evil on all sides, eye can smell the death on your flesh--creeping in, trapped within the twisting fingers of fear, and all eye see is ewe, that face, those eyes, burning like leprosy, eye can see u there poisoning the air, prostituing Nationalism, and eye want to attack, to rip out your heart and lay you flat on your back, and vomit a world of agony and truth into your throbbing illness of memory...and hate guides our way, eye long for the icy slap of a belt across my back, for the acceptance of death and blind cave war, the giving sleep of depression, the sweet elucidation of savage meaningless agression, chiseled in the meaty forearms of Mother Jupiter and his slave disciples, in the harem tents--outside, just beyond the edges--eye ride, a cycoptic mare in the fires of imagination. feeding my disease, a river of plagues, eye need something to remind me I'm still sinning that pain is important, that wurdz matter, that healing is possible, that eye am not alone ...in this --guard the houses--triple the watch,--Maidens, dig up your sorcery --sirens, sharpen your rocks..ewe will eat my pain again. whatever you need unite messiah ME

--Wurdz by Otep Shamaya

Where in the world is is T____ ______?
January 18, 2002 3:46 p.m.

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news on the T front (gosh I'm pathetic) ..in reality no signficant news....but...anyway...I was talking to a friend of mine about this one art prof whom you either LOVE or you hate (I happened to love) and she brought up that most of the people who loved him were the people whom he praised. ...and she was like..."yeah like T_____, I don't know if you know him,..I don't even know if he's still here because I haven't seen in around in awhile..." (Sickining feeling!!! what if he really isn't here anymore!!! ahhhh) the point is she hasn't seen him around either. ...had mixed reactions and concersn to this news.. #1, does she like him? #2. Is she going to be able to tell I like him...#3. I is he still here... ...and so on. Oh...and before this I had the personal breakthough of deciding not to get all cute and go out and get coffee and read my book on the off chance he'd be there. I was just like...no he hasn't been there in months, he won't be there. Save the money, read at home.

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