Raven in Green again..

nothings changed the senates still corrupt & the emporer remains insane, and every day, is a new strain of slaughter, supply lines are less protected, evil on all sides, eye can smell the death on your flesh--creeping in, trapped within the twisting fingers of fear, and all eye see is ewe, that face, those eyes, burning like leprosy, eye can see u there poisoning the air, prostituing Nationalism, and eye want to attack, to rip out your heart and lay you flat on your back, and vomit a world of agony and truth into your throbbing illness of memory...and hate guides our way, eye long for the icy slap of a belt across my back, for the acceptance of death and blind cave war, the giving sleep of depression, the sweet elucidation of savage meaningless agression, chiseled in the meaty forearms of Mother Jupiter and his slave disciples, in the harem tents--outside, just beyond the edges--eye ride, a cycoptic mare in the fires of imagination. feeding my disease, a river of plagues, eye need something to remind me I'm still sinning that pain is important, that wurdz matter, that healing is possible, that eye am not alone ...in this --guard the houses--triple the watch,--Maidens, dig up your sorcery --sirens, sharpen your rocks..ewe will eat my pain again. whatever you need unite messiah ME

--Wurdz by Otep Shamaya

What I want in a guy
October 09, 2002 1:12 a.m.

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Ya know...as woman are allowed to become more masculian and men allowed to become more femine....we come across the problem of guy being whiny drama queens and girls being players. C and I are very girlie chicks, but we are alot like guys in several ways, especially when it comes to relationships.

Okay, so I've been thinking alot lately how it bothere me that we as a society have been brainwashed into thinking that it's wrong to want to be physcially attracted to one signficant other. I mean, I'm sorry, I don't find someone attractive there is no way on Earth I could be with them. I mean when I first meet someone I judge they physical appearance, and if I'm not attracted to him, he immedately goes in the friend bin.....

1. Physical Attraction. There has to be a desire. I will not marry someone that I don't have a sexual desire for.
2. Intelligence. I have to be able to have deep intellectual conversations with this person.
3. Sense of Humor.
4. Thinks for himself!
5. Has to be able to take humorous mocking as well as give it.
6.Has to be into art in some manner.
7. Watches 'good' movies/films.
8. Reads (books. fiction ..non fiction, doesn't matter, just as long as he understand the importance of the concept.
9. Digs Music.

Bonus Points

Dresses Like and artist. (Actually since I have a clothes fetish, this is a very big factor in whether I will be physically attracted to the person or not. (Not a stereotype, but has a personal style. Not dressing a certain way because he thinks he should)
he keeps up with me and my peeps in our bids to one up each other's one liners.
Listens to similar music, not because I do,...but because he just so happens to.
Will analyze film with me.

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