Raven in Green again..

nothings changed the senates still corrupt & the emporer remains insane, and every day, is a new strain of slaughter, supply lines are less protected, evil on all sides, eye can smell the death on your flesh--creeping in, trapped within the twisting fingers of fear, and all eye see is ewe, that face, those eyes, burning like leprosy, eye can see u there poisoning the air, prostituing Nationalism, and eye want to attack, to rip out your heart and lay you flat on your back, and vomit a world of agony and truth into your throbbing illness of memory...and hate guides our way, eye long for the icy slap of a belt across my back, for the acceptance of death and blind cave war, the giving sleep of depression, the sweet elucidation of savage meaningless agression, chiseled in the meaty forearms of Mother Jupiter and his slave disciples, in the harem tents--outside, just beyond the edges--eye ride, a cycoptic mare in the fires of imagination. feeding my disease, a river of plagues, eye need something to remind me I'm still sinning that pain is important, that wurdz matter, that healing is possible, that eye am not alone ...in this --guard the houses--triple the watch,--Maidens, dig up your sorcery --sirens, sharpen your rocks..ewe will eat my pain again. whatever you need unite messiah ME

--Wurdz by Otep Shamaya

I want my Andy tv...errr concert.
November 02, 2003 8:06 p.m.

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I need to see an Andrew show.

I need to be in the presance of someone so blessed in there faith and to see and feel as well as hear the wisdom coming from that man.

I need some sort of security, I need to hear hope. I need to hear that I should not fear, and that what I feel is only temporary.

I need to feel normal and alive, not stagnent and dead.

I want to smile again. I want confidence.

I'm tired of hurting.

I need to see the Andrew.

But he's has not solo show scheduled near by. ....And he is booked else where all the way into December.

And in true masocistic fashion....I think I am some how going to make an attempt to contact Jeff. I'm thinking about stopping by where he works...cause calling is to much of a questionable attempt.

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