nothings changed the senates still corrupt & the emporer remains insane, and every day, is a new strain of slaughter, supply lines are less protected, evil on all sides, eye can smell the death on your flesh--creeping in, trapped within the twisting fingers of fear, and all eye see is ewe, that face, those eyes, burning like leprosy, eye can see u there poisoning the air, prostituing Nationalism, and eye want to attack, to rip out your heart and lay you flat on your back, and vomit a world of agony and truth into your throbbing illness of memory...and hate guides our way, eye long for the icy slap of a belt across my back, for the acceptance of death and blind cave war, the giving sleep of depression, the sweet elucidation of savage meaningless agression, chiseled in the meaty forearms of Mother Jupiter and his slave disciples, in the harem tents--outside, just beyond the edges--eye ride, a cycoptic mare in the fires of imagination. feeding my disease, a river of plagues, eye need something to remind me I'm still sinning that pain is important, that wurdz matter, that healing is possible, that eye am not alone ...in this --guard the houses--triple the watch,--Maidens, dig up your sorcery --sirens, sharpen your rocks..ewe will eat my pain again. whatever you need unite messiah ME

--Wurdz by Otep Shamaya

Walk Away"
October 06, 2003 10:15 p.m.


Related Reading




Walk Away
Christina Aguilera

What do you do when you know something's bad for you And you still can't let go?

I was naive,
your love was like candy....
artificially sweet,
I was deceived by the wrapping.
Got caught in your web and I learned how to bleed
I was prey in your bed and devoured completely

And it hurts my soul cause I can't let go
All these walls are caving in,
I can't stop my sufferin'
I hate to show that I lost control Cause I...
keep going right back to the one thing that I need to walk away from.

I need to get away from you,
need to walk away from you
get away, walk away, walk away. . .

I should have known
that I was used for amusement

Couldn't see through the smoke,
It was all an illusion
Now I've been licking my wounds,
but the venom seeps deeper

We both can seduce,
but darlin' you hold me prisoner

Oh, I'm about to break, I can't stop this ache!
I'm addicted to your allure,
and I'm fiendin' for a cure!
Every step I take leads to one mistake I keep going right back to the one thing that I need...

Oh, I can't mend this torn state I'm in
Getting nothing in return,
what did I do to deserve
The pain of this slow burn
And everywhere I turn,
I keep going right back to the one thing that I need to walk away from.


I need to get away from you,
need to walk away from you
Get away, walk away, walk away. . .

Every time I try to grasp for air
I am smothered in despair It's never over, over, oh. . .
Seems I'll never wake from this nightmare,
I let out a silent prayer. . .
Let it be over, over, oh. . .

Inside I'm screaming, begging,
pleading no more!!!!!!

Now what to do?
my heart has been bruised.


So sad but it's true,
each beat reminds me of you

It hurts my soul, cause I can't go
All these walls are caving in, I can't stop my sufferin'!
I hate to show that I've lost control
Cause I keep going right back to the one thing that I need...
Oh, I'm about to break, I can't stop this ache!
I'm addicted to your allure, and I'm fiendin' for a cure!
Every step I take leads to one mistake
I keep going right back to the one thing that I need...
Oh, I can't mend this torn state I'm in
Getting nothing in return,
what did I do to deserve?!?!?!
The pain of this slow burn

And everywhere I turn, I keep going right back to the one thing that I need
To walk away from

need to get away from you, need to walk away from you
get away, walk away, walk away

Only thing I need to do
Is walk away from you.



Past
Present
Coffee
Zeldman
Otep

Currently Reading








Diaryland
Pictures
Notes
Profile
Books
Cast
Rings
Film Reviews
Links
Art
Icon Key
Next
Prevous
Me being overly analytical of Britney and Christina - July 31, 2008
- -
Fantasy is sometimes better than reality. - July 24, 2008
Count Down with Keith Olbermann Special Comment - June 12, 2008
Reality Romances. - May 22, 2008

Layout by Raven Green