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| nothings changed the senates still corrupt & the emporer remains insane, and every day, is a new strain of slaughter, supply lines are less protected, evil on all sides, eye can smell the death on your flesh--creeping in, trapped within the twisting fingers of fear, and all eye see is ewe, that face, those eyes, burning like leprosy, eye can see u there poisoning the air, prostituing Nationalism, and eye want to attack, to rip out your heart and lay you flat on your back, and vomit a world of agony and truth into your throbbing illness of memory...and hate guides our way, eye long for the icy slap of a belt across my back, for the acceptance of death and blind cave war, the giving sleep of depression, the sweet elucidation of savage meaningless agression, chiseled in the meaty forearms of Mother Jupiter and his slave disciples, in the harem tents--outside, just beyond the edges--eye ride, a cycoptic mare in the fires of imagination. feeding my disease, a river of plagues, eye need something to remind me I'm still sinning that pain is important, that wurdz matter, that healing is possible, that eye am not alone ...in this --guard the houses--triple the watch,--Maidens, dig up your sorcery --sirens, sharpen your rocks..ewe will eat my pain again. whatever you need unite messiah ME --Wurdz by Otep Shamaya |
 Threat?February 23, 2003 2:11 a.m. Related Reading So the more I think about it, the more I'm convinced that Bri threated the ceramic guy. One thing I noticed at the time but decided not to worry about was the fact that he could not look at us the entire time he told us the story, and he kept finding things to play with. For example, he kept looking down and scratching some clay off of his chair. I mean come on,...it's a clay room! There is clay everywhere on everything, and it will always be that way,....I see it as an excuse for him not to look at us. And why couldn't he look at us? Well if he was feeling guilty in regards to me...the that would make sense why he didn't want to look at me...and well...if Bri had threatened him.... I'm flattered by the whole thing. I like that there is someone who cares about me enough to actually threaten someone who is trying to screw me over. And I asked Bri a couple of times if he wanted to leave...and he never seemed ready....wondered if he was just waiting for the opprotunity...maybe sometime when I got up to go to the bathroom...he got lucky when I called my friend.   I'll try and mention boys less in the future.February 21, 2003 11:18 a.m. Related Reading After Much Deductive thinking last night I have determained that during the length of time (which was rather exstensive) which I step out to use the phone....I think B threatened the Ceramic boy. I think he intimidated him into coming clean with me. ...Kind of like..."Yeah I think you're a great guy and ...she's a great girl and if you want to hit on her..I'm cool with that but realize she's nieve and inexperienced and if you hurt her you'll regret that day for the rest of your life. So it might be a good idea for you to come clean with her about your girlfriend, because she already knows anyway." Oh...and news on the wabash front. My friend emailed me back! Raven, Nothing has been going on with me. My life is bland and featureless. Curious that you found _______ attractive. I'll have to tell him that. Another guy, ____, felt the same about you. Do you remember him? He wants to contact you. I haven't given him your email, but I will if you like. Yea! it's a happy day! |
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