nothings changed the senates still corrupt & the emporer remains insane, and every day, is a new strain of slaughter, supply lines are less protected, evil on all sides, eye can smell the death on your flesh--creeping in, trapped within the twisting fingers of fear, and all eye see is ewe, that face, those eyes, burning like leprosy, eye can see u there poisoning the air, prostituing Nationalism, and eye want to attack, to rip out your heart and lay you flat on your back, and vomit a world of agony and truth into your throbbing illness of memory...and hate guides our way, eye long for the icy slap of a belt across my back, for the acceptance of death and blind cave war, the giving sleep of depression, the sweet elucidation of savage meaningless agression, chiseled in the meaty forearms of Mother Jupiter and his slave disciples, in the harem tents--outside, just beyond the edges--eye ride, a cycoptic mare in the fires of imagination. feeding my disease, a river of plagues, eye need something to remind me I'm still sinning that pain is important, that wurdz matter, that healing is possible, that eye am not alone ...in this --guard the houses--triple the watch,--Maidens, dig up your sorcery --sirens, sharpen your rocks..ewe will eat my pain again. whatever you need unite messiah ME

--Wurdz by Otep Shamaya

David Lynch is NOT insane, and I am not an idiot.
June 20, 2002 10:23 a.m.


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While I am on my soap box,...I've been meaning to write about this for awhile.

The other day I followed a link from Charmcity's Diary to This guy's site.

I don't not find him funny at all. He takes his opinions way to seriously, thinks he's God or something. Now...while I'm about as opinionated, my opinions are derived from being informed.

Now..while most of them are just regergatation of male testostorone induced drival ('movies I hate that that begin with T and end with antic)

there was one thing that pissed me off.

People who like David Lynch movies are idiots.

">They stand around with their dumbass friends trying to decipher the movie like there's some deep meaning or hidden message to it. News flash: there's no deep meaning or hidden message BECAUSE DAVID LYNCH IS INSANE.

How 'bout no Scott. 1. Mullholland Drive is a wonderful example of Post Monderism being used in film. 2. The whole film he is attacking Hollywood. He is challangeing the concept that a scene has to make sense out side of itself. The movie is very fragmented, but if you take each scene for exactly what it's worth... it is a beautiful and emotional ride. 3. David Lynch is NOT insane. He is in fact an amazing carpenter. When you see the large pieces of furniture in his films.....HE has designed and constructed them!

How many people do you know who have the ablity to design a table that fuctions and be able to construct it themelves? I sure as hell can't. I think being able to do that require immense amounts of sanity.

I had the misfortune of being suckered into seeing Lost Highway a long time ago, and I woke up this morning remembering how much that movie pissed me off. When I was about 10 years old, I remember riding my dirt bike up a big jump at my house, flying high in the air, sliding off my seat and racking myself in the nuts on the support bar. To this day, I don't know which is more painful: watching Lost Highway or landing on my nuts from six feet.

Lost Highway is one of the most brillent movies I have ever seen! I love it. It's one of my favorite movies. Once again he his conflicted about the dreamlike nature of the film. Since when does a story have to make sense for you to enjoy the ride? I remember that I really disliked the Big Leboisky the first time I saw it because I didn't understand the 'point' of the film. The point of the film was the journey, the story that was being told...not the deep meaning behind the story.

Lost Highway works in the same manner, only it's an emotional journey. He starts you off on an even plan, but immediately starts to pull you out of your comfort zone by playing on everyones fear of security, of safety. The idea that if you can't be safe in your own house, then where can you be?

Once he has taken you to the point of being absolutely freaked out the immedately introduces humor. There are parts in that movie that I laughed harder than most comedys. (Imagine a Mob boss getting pissed off at a tailgater, waving him to pass him. when the guy pass he flips the Mob boss off in the process....the Mob boss then rams him with the car, forces him off the road, pulls him out of the car and yells at him at gun point. "don't fucking tailgate! don't you ever fucking tail gate! the safe distance for following a car at 55 mph is 4 car lengths. you were following at less than one. If I were to slow down or stop suddenly you would have hit me! Now I want you to get a drivers manual! And I want you to study that motherfucker!"...then he gets back in the car..."the one thing I can't stand...tailgaters".) I find that so hysterical! However, given the amount of tension build up that he has already created...the release is brillent! It makes the scene 10x more funny! THEN once he has you laid back and relaxed a bit he introduces another element, sex. Now granted it didn't affect me to much, however,...if I were male I have a feeling that it would have affected me differently. THEN once you are clearly feeling relaxed and safe he takes the opprotunity to freak you out all over again!......and build you back up quickly to an even plan so you don't leave the film feeling absolutely freaked out.

Clearly, David Lynch is NOT insane,..and I am not an idiot.




People who don't use turn signals piss me off.
June 20, 2002 9:49 a.m.


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Okay, so you know what is really pissing me off lately?

NO ONE in this town KNOWS HOW TO USE AN EFFING TURN SIGNAL!

...Now then, besides the fact that it is a horrible inconvienance to those who follow....to just be driving, maybe quite fast in my case, and all of a sudden the person in front of you slows down...almost to the point of stopping,...and the pulls along side the road.

I'm not a mind reader,...how do I know you're parking? You could be slowing down to avoid hitting a small child or rodent or something.

My point is...they were invented for a reason,........AND ulimately my point is......How effing difficult are they to use....it's just a flip up or down with your left hand......so easy.

Maybe these people are just lazy, and if that's the case, then people are much more pathetic then I thought they were. It's a sad sad day when you are too lazy to use a turn signal.

OH and the thing is....it wouldn't bother me so much if it was just the occasional car....but no it's EVERYONE I think I had it happen atleast 3 times on the way to class this morning.

People. I swear. There are some that should just be removed from the gene pool.


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