Raven in Green again..

nothings changed the senates still corrupt & the emporer remains insane, and every day, is a new strain of slaughter, supply lines are less protected, evil on all sides, eye can smell the death on your flesh--creeping in, trapped within the twisting fingers of fear, and all eye see is ewe, that face, those eyes, burning like leprosy, eye can see u there poisoning the air, prostituing Nationalism, and eye want to attack, to rip out your heart and lay you flat on your back, and vomit a world of agony and truth into your throbbing illness of memory...and hate guides our way, eye long for the icy slap of a belt across my back, for the acceptance of death and blind cave war, the giving sleep of depression, the sweet elucidation of savage meaningless agression, chiseled in the meaty forearms of Mother Jupiter and his slave disciples, in the harem tents--outside, just beyond the edges--eye ride, a cycoptic mare in the fires of imagination. feeding my disease, a river of plagues, eye need something to remind me I'm still sinning that pain is important, that wurdz matter, that healing is possible, that eye am not alone ...in this --guard the houses--triple the watch,--Maidens, dig up your sorcery --sirens, sharpen your rocks..ewe will eat my pain again. whatever you need unite messiah ME

--Wurdz by Otep Shamaya

The Tuesday night music club.
September 25, 2002 10:20 a.m.

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So we all went out to our favorite bar last night to see a specific musical performance.

And I wore my new dress I got from Hot Topic.

And I looked very hot. Very hot. My dress is like the one that is in the picture, except for the fact that mine is red, and isn't poka-dot. ..Also, I can't decided if the skirt is exactly right. I think mine is more form fitting, See it excentuates my hour glass shape, and then the skirt is pretty much straight down from there. ...See I can't tell if the design is different, or if the dress looks different just because the model's body type is much different than mine.

Anyway, I looked really hot. C had said in the store that it made me look like Shirly Manson...

I wore my hair up, like in the last picture. Anyway, I think I looked so good that even my best friend was amazed and had to comment. That has only happened to me 2 other times. ..One was the first time I had my hair dyed, and had a new style and was wearing a very classic/classy outfite, the other was when I got my floor length, double breasted, charcoal colored, winter coat.

Yeah, when B saw me the was like, you bought that at hot topic? when did hot topic start selling clothes? (referring to really nice clothes)

The later when we got to the bar I got up to get a coaster and when I got back b and c were saying something, and I was like "what?" and we was like "oh we were talking about you,...and I'm not joking,......that's a really good dress!". ...oddly that is pretty much the last thing he said to me....he sat away from us for at least half the night.

Yeah, so I went out and was all girlly, everyone stared, people drooled, ...girls even gave me hate looks. ....and no one new came up and spoke to me. Granted, there wasn't anyone there that I would have wanted to hit on me, but that's irralavent.

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