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| nothings changed the senates still corrupt & the emporer remains insane, and every day, is a new strain of slaughter, supply lines are less protected, evil on all sides, eye can smell the death on your flesh--creeping in, trapped within the twisting fingers of fear, and all eye see is ewe, that face, those eyes, burning like leprosy, eye can see u there poisoning the air, prostituing Nationalism, and eye want to attack, to rip out your heart and lay you flat on your back, and vomit a world of agony and truth into your throbbing illness of memory...and hate guides our way, eye long for the icy slap of a belt across my back, for the acceptance of death and blind cave war, the giving sleep of depression, the sweet elucidation of savage meaningless agression, chiseled in the meaty forearms of Mother Jupiter and his slave disciples, in the harem tents--outside, just beyond the edges--eye ride, a cycoptic mare in the fires of imagination. feeding my disease, a river of plagues, eye need something to remind me I'm still sinning that pain is important, that wurdz matter, that healing is possible, that eye am not alone ...in this --guard the houses--triple the watch,--Maidens, dig up your sorcery --sirens, sharpen your rocks..ewe will eat my pain again. whatever you need unite messiah ME --Wurdz by Otep Shamaya |
  infatuation proclimation.September 06, 2004 4:00 a.m. Related Reading So the Raven girl might have developed a teeny, tiny crush. It's been a while since I've had an infatuation. You know how they say we keep finding ourselves attracted to the same person over and over again? Like me being attracted to guys who always run away. but I digress... this guy, who I think will be one of my regulars at work... I had a nice little......moment....with him today. It was quite funny, he came in and all he had were hundreds, I'm not really supposed to take them unless I have to, and can change them from my drawer before putting them in the safe, well I didn't have enough to change the bill. ...and I only had 5's and 1's. .....so he went wondering around the store looking for various other things to buy. ....so I had to give him $86 in 5's and 1's. ....and buy the time I counted it out I had $7 in 1's left in the drawer.....and the whole time I was counting it out I was teasing him about it....and how I was going to have to restock my drawer all because of him.....and he seemed to play along well. ....the point his....be reminds me of Jeff, ....and I didn't realize this later until after I realized I was attracted to the guy. ...He his fairly tall and lean....I don't normally go for tall...but I do like lean. And he has some nice work (tattoos) on his arms. ... also his his voice I decided later reminded me of Jeff's....sort of deep but this guy he works for the place behind where I work......get this.....driving Trains! how cool is that? I mean, isn't that every boy's dream, next to being a fireman, ...being a conductor? I think it's fuckin' cool. and ...this is just an infatuation....in true female fashion I acknowledge that I could never work.....he's going to work at 10pm....I close at 10pm, we'd never see one another. I'm just going to enjoy being infatuated for awhile, maybe he'll be in tomorrow night. |
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