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| nothings changed the senates still corrupt & the emporer remains insane, and every day, is a new strain of slaughter, supply lines are less protected, evil on all sides, eye can smell the death on your flesh--creeping in, trapped within the twisting fingers of fear, and all eye see is ewe, that face, those eyes, burning like leprosy, eye can see u there poisoning the air, prostituing Nationalism, and eye want to attack, to rip out your heart and lay you flat on your back, and vomit a world of agony and truth into your throbbing illness of memory...and hate guides our way, eye long for the icy slap of a belt across my back, for the acceptance of death and blind cave war, the giving sleep of depression, the sweet elucidation of savage meaningless agression, chiseled in the meaty forearms of Mother Jupiter and his slave disciples, in the harem tents--outside, just beyond the edges--eye ride, a cycoptic mare in the fires of imagination. feeding my disease, a river of plagues, eye need something to remind me I'm still sinning that pain is important, that wurdz matter, that healing is possible, that eye am not alone ...in this --guard the houses--triple the watch,--Maidens, dig up your sorcery --sirens, sharpen your rocks..ewe will eat my pain again. whatever you need unite messiah ME --Wurdz by Otep Shamaya |
![]() Good news for a changeMay 13, 2003 2:18 a.m. Related Reading So I think a day of sleeping and talking to a boy and watching Pokemon was good for me. I'm feeling better. News, as promised. Well, my graduation was briefly delayed...by what?
tornados! After the brunch we all had to chill in the basement of the Union to wait the storms out. Pretty interesting stuff and my time was spent with my Favorite Puerto Rican, B's former housemate. He told me that in PR when the hurricanes come, and the come quite frequently, everyone goes out and immediately goes shopping, buying food, and shitloads of liquor. They go in there homes, which are made of concrete for this very purpose...and board up the windows...and staying in and play dominos and drink. They whole place parties for about a week with the hurricane raging outside. I thought that was awesome, I mean it's awful, but it's awesome. So you read that right, the Ravengirl talked to a boy today. I don't think I wrote about this, but awhile back I was chillin' in the coffee house and I was on the phone with my mom, and this guy comes over and just sits down at my table, and then once I got of the phone we started to talk a bit. I mean, props to him, he the balls to come sit with me! He called me this afternoon and we talked for about 2 hours. He seems pretty cool. We talked about movies and life, even addiction. Yeah we got in to some pretty heavy issues for being the second time we've talked. ...he apparently just got arrested drugs (Mary Jane and Shooms) but he explain the situation to me and he's in rehab....so at the moment I'm cool with that. He's actually only the second person I've told about my dad going to rehab (B being the only other) ...mainly what prompted that was his telling me that alcohol is the only drug you can die from the withdrawal symptoms. But yeah, he is a lot more intelligent than I initially gave him credit for. I'm considering calling him tomorrow and seeing if he wants to go see a movie, although I'm not sure which one, maybe X2 since I didn't get to see it the other night...but I'd rather go with B and C again. hmmm what's out there that's not shit, I'll have to investigate more, and I don't know him well enough to invite him to my place, or go to his....so rental movie is kinda out of the question. yeah,...I'm totally always the guy, I call them and arrange the date, but he did call me first (mainly because I lost his number). So we'll see. Oh and one good point (besides his being full blooded Irish and being a fan of The Boondock Saints) I told him about a friend whose husband hid her vibrator when his navy ship got shipped off. He agreed with me that this was wrong and that if it were him he'd have bought her another telling her to think of him. I was like right on. A man who's not intimidated by a girl who can get herself off....cause I need one of those, cause I am quite good and getting myself off. Anyway, I'm gonna watch some 24 (got the next disc) and puts some pictures in my photo album. |
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