Raven in Green again..

nothings changed the senates still corrupt & the emporer remains insane, and every day, is a new strain of slaughter, supply lines are less protected, evil on all sides, eye can smell the death on your flesh--creeping in, trapped within the twisting fingers of fear, and all eye see is ewe, that face, those eyes, burning like leprosy, eye can see u there poisoning the air, prostituing Nationalism, and eye want to attack, to rip out your heart and lay you flat on your back, and vomit a world of agony and truth into your throbbing illness of memory...and hate guides our way, eye long for the icy slap of a belt across my back, for the acceptance of death and blind cave war, the giving sleep of depression, the sweet elucidation of savage meaningless agression, chiseled in the meaty forearms of Mother Jupiter and his slave disciples, in the harem tents--outside, just beyond the edges--eye ride, a cycoptic mare in the fires of imagination. feeding my disease, a river of plagues, eye need something to remind me I'm still sinning that pain is important, that wurdz matter, that healing is possible, that eye am not alone ...in this --guard the houses--triple the watch,--Maidens, dig up your sorcery --sirens, sharpen your rocks..ewe will eat my pain again. whatever you need unite messiah ME

--Wurdz by Otep Shamaya

The Flu
November 20, 2003 9:52 a.m.

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So last Sunday I was so sick. It was awful.

Last night at BeerTrek (which was a really good ep. might I add..even though the end was predicted 10min in.) we all started discussing being sick and then eventually the flu. At one point (it was either me or X ..(X is dating that one girl now which I am entirely fine with...really!) it was brought up that I was so sick on Sunday whick was somewhat to be expected because I was trashed Sat. night but...it was kind of like it started out as a hang over and then by the middle of the day it seemed like the flu...because I know how my body acts when it's hung over. I know how it will feel and what it needs to feel better. Usually I feel ill because my blood sugar is low...so all I have to do is force myself to eat something and I'm fine.....not this time. I couldn't keep anything down! I was even throwing up the water I drank to make my throat feel better because I just threw up! That's all that was in my stomach! it was horrible. ...I even went late to work on monday.

But...the idea was that if it was a hangover and I was that sick all day and had to miss work....that than means I should drink less because all things considered I shouldn't have been hungover.

I'm glad I can safely say it was the flu.

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