nothings changed the senates still corrupt & the emporer remains insane, and every day, is a new strain of slaughter, supply lines are less protected, evil on all sides, eye can smell the death on your flesh--creeping in, trapped within the twisting fingers of fear, and all eye see is ewe, that face, those eyes, burning like leprosy, eye can see u there poisoning the air, prostituing Nationalism, and eye want to attack, to rip out your heart and lay you flat on your back, and vomit a world of agony and truth into your throbbing illness of memory...and hate guides our way, eye long for the icy slap of a belt across my back, for the acceptance of death and blind cave war, the giving sleep of depression, the sweet elucidation of savage meaningless agression, chiseled in the meaty forearms of Mother Jupiter and his slave disciples, in the harem tents--outside, just beyond the edges--eye ride, a cycoptic mare in the fires of imagination. feeding my disease, a river of plagues, eye need something to remind me I'm still sinning that pain is important, that wurdz matter, that healing is possible, that eye am not alone ...in this --guard the houses--triple the watch,--Maidens, dig up your sorcery --sirens, sharpen your rocks..ewe will eat my pain again. whatever you need unite messiah ME

--Wurdz by Otep Shamaya

Andy from Jakes part 2
April 03, 2004 6:49 p.m.


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On a unrelated Andy note.

Andy from Jakes. ....The first chance I had to call him was Thursday. He thought it was an April fool's day joke and hung up on me.

Story of my life.


Souvenirs and Postcards
April 03, 2004 6:38 p.m.


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So I just found out that Andrew Osenga has a new album. AHHHH!!! ...So I figured it would be okay if I bought it even though Lent isn't over. ...I mean it's The Andrew! it's not like I'm going out and buying 40 Days and 40 Nights...or 21 Grams ....or some other movie I'd really like to have. ..It's the andrew...and I could really use some of his words of inspiration right now.

I got all the way though my order and discovered I'd have to use paypal...or something and I don't have that set up...so then I clicked Check or Money order....which I also thought was weird. ...Then I remembered that it was being sold somewhere else...so I closed out the order and tried the other place and discovered it was being sold for 2 dollars more....fuck that. I'd rather by it directly from Andy anyway. ...When I decided I'd go back and just registar for pay pal. ....The page wouldn't load....some kind of error. ....figures huh.


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