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| nothings changed the senates still corrupt & the emporer remains insane, and every day, is a new strain of slaughter, supply lines are less protected, evil on all sides, eye can smell the death on your flesh--creeping in, trapped within the twisting fingers of fear, and all eye see is ewe, that face, those eyes, burning like leprosy, eye can see u there poisoning the air, prostituing Nationalism, and eye want to attack, to rip out your heart and lay you flat on your back, and vomit a world of agony and truth into your throbbing illness of memory...and hate guides our way, eye long for the icy slap of a belt across my back, for the acceptance of death and blind cave war, the giving sleep of depression, the sweet elucidation of savage meaningless agression, chiseled in the meaty forearms of Mother Jupiter and his slave disciples, in the harem tents--outside, just beyond the edges--eye ride, a cycoptic mare in the fires of imagination. feeding my disease, a river of plagues, eye need something to remind me I'm still sinning that pain is important, that wurdz matter, that healing is possible, that eye am not alone ...in this --guard the houses--triple the watch,--Maidens, dig up your sorcery --sirens, sharpen your rocks..ewe will eat my pain again. whatever you need unite messiah ME --Wurdz by Otep Shamaya |
 soup diet attemptNovember 12, 2003 10:08 p.m. Related Reading have I mentioned that I joined the gym-type-place, Curves? I love it. so much fun. I've been working out for about 2 weeks now and I'm happy to see that I'm gaining muscle....but I still have this nasty pooch at my mid section! it's so gross because I wear low riding pants (I used to wear normal pants just low on my hips before the started making the low riders. ...I have a high waist and it bugs me to wear my pants that high. The problem is that they are fitting a bit tigter than usual and I've gained weight...so the way they fit they press my poochy thing in and cause it to roll of the top....which is absolutely grotesque! And since I'm considering going to that party...I've tried to step up the working out and eating better. I tried to start Soup diet today, but I got really sick around 2pm and had to leave work. I ended up eating something when I got home...I mean..it might not have been the diet...I might have a bug. Maybe I have the flu and the diet also affected my hypo AND I was going though caffine withdrawl. who knows...felt like shit. And when I got home all I kept thinking was...fuck him...he's not worth my feeling like this. ...and then I ate a girl scout cookie and slept till 7:30. |
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