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| nothings changed the senates still corrupt & the emporer remains insane, and every day, is a new strain of slaughter, supply lines are less protected, evil on all sides, eye can smell the death on your flesh--creeping in, trapped within the twisting fingers of fear, and all eye see is ewe, that face, those eyes, burning like leprosy, eye can see u there poisoning the air, prostituing Nationalism, and eye want to attack, to rip out your heart and lay you flat on your back, and vomit a world of agony and truth into your throbbing illness of memory...and hate guides our way, eye long for the icy slap of a belt across my back, for the acceptance of death and blind cave war, the giving sleep of depression, the sweet elucidation of savage meaningless agression, chiseled in the meaty forearms of Mother Jupiter and his slave disciples, in the harem tents--outside, just beyond the edges--eye ride, a cycoptic mare in the fires of imagination. feeding my disease, a river of plagues, eye need something to remind me I'm still sinning that pain is important, that wurdz matter, that healing is possible, that eye am not alone ...in this --guard the houses--triple the watch,--Maidens, dig up your sorcery --sirens, sharpen your rocks..ewe will eat my pain again. whatever you need unite messiah ME --Wurdz by Otep Shamaya |
| Sinking in. September 12, 2001 1:53 a.m. Related Reading Okay, so I have had a lot of time to let everything sink in. My first 2 entries were, maybe...pretty heartless. True...but heartless. Isn't shock wonderful. But after dinner everything really started to sink in. And C starting looking things up in regards to Notradamous<--sp? and his predictions about the distruction of the "New" city. Freaked me out and I got really scared and went and sat down with my friends....we ended up leaving the dorm going over to a friends apartment. She made us dinner, we drank some and watched Snatch and Disney to try and relax. Got back about a half and hour ago. Last I heard, 4 planes wer still at large. Can you imagine? They wait till things calm down and get back to normal...sorta...and then maybe around mid night.....BAM! They strike. maybe that's just paraninoia but.....that's why I'm alittle scared. And I prayed alot today for many many reasons. alright, bedtime for me. I woke up RIGHT as this was happening this morning, hopefully tomorrow will be better. September 11, 2001 1:33 p.m. Related Reading I was just reading and someone was wondering if anyone hand noticed today's date,...9/11.....I thought the EXACT same. Not a conencidece I'm sure. Shit. September 11, 2001 10:48 a.m. Related Reading SHIT! How dumb can people be? Do NOT Fuck with the US when we have a dumbass in the Whitehouse with and itchy trigger finger. I just see GW dancing around singing "I get to press the button, I get to press the button". Freaking WWIII on the way. I mean, the World Trade Towers are gone! GONE! FREAKING GONE! |
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