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| nothings changed the senates still corrupt & the emporer remains insane, and every day, is a new strain of slaughter, supply lines are less protected, evil on all sides, eye can smell the death on your flesh--creeping in, trapped within the twisting fingers of fear, and all eye see is ewe, that face, those eyes, burning like leprosy, eye can see u there poisoning the air, prostituing Nationalism, and eye want to attack, to rip out your heart and lay you flat on your back, and vomit a world of agony and truth into your throbbing illness of memory...and hate guides our way, eye long for the icy slap of a belt across my back, for the acceptance of death and blind cave war, the giving sleep of depression, the sweet elucidation of savage meaningless agression, chiseled in the meaty forearms of Mother Jupiter and his slave disciples, in the harem tents--outside, just beyond the edges--eye ride, a cycoptic mare in the fires of imagination. feeding my disease, a river of plagues, eye need something to remind me I'm still sinning that pain is important, that wurdz matter, that healing is possible, that eye am not alone ...in this --guard the houses--triple the watch,--Maidens, dig up your sorcery --sirens, sharpen your rocks..ewe will eat my pain again. whatever you need unite messiah ME --Wurdz by Otep Shamaya |
  B's sexy new (male) roomie.December 03, 2001 2:17 p.m. Related Reading Okay...so I don't usually find people 'sexy', not a word I use a lot. Trent Reznor is sexy. he is the complete personfication of sex. That being said....once again, I might find someone atractive, but not sexy. Well. ...There is someone now. someone that's not that all attractive in the conventional sense,..and I don't know him well enough to know how intelligent he is....he's just....sexy... And I don't have sexual fantasies about specific people...I might have a fantasy that I think might be fun when I get married...but it's not about a specific person. ...until last night. Yep... had one about the sexy guy. but I had to smack my self in the face with reality. You know you really need to get some when indirectly want your first some what sexual experience to be with the anti-social, former heroine addict, pot smoking, 3 days new roomie of your big brother, whom you've only met twice,...In his black painted basement of a pad, on his nasty couch ,...with a pad lock on the door so no one comes down. That is really sad on my part. I need to be slapped repeatedly for that one. |
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