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| nothings changed the senates still corrupt & the emporer remains insane, and every day, is a new strain of slaughter, supply lines are less protected, evil on all sides, eye can smell the death on your flesh--creeping in, trapped within the twisting fingers of fear, and all eye see is ewe, that face, those eyes, burning like leprosy, eye can see u there poisoning the air, prostituing Nationalism, and eye want to attack, to rip out your heart and lay you flat on your back, and vomit a world of agony and truth into your throbbing illness of memory...and hate guides our way, eye long for the icy slap of a belt across my back, for the acceptance of death and blind cave war, the giving sleep of depression, the sweet elucidation of savage meaningless agression, chiseled in the meaty forearms of Mother Jupiter and his slave disciples, in the harem tents--outside, just beyond the edges--eye ride, a cycoptic mare in the fires of imagination. feeding my disease, a river of plagues, eye need something to remind me I'm still sinning that pain is important, that wurdz matter, that healing is possible, that eye am not alone ...in this --guard the houses--triple the watch,--Maidens, dig up your sorcery --sirens, sharpen your rocks..ewe will eat my pain again. whatever you need unite messiah ME --Wurdz by Otep Shamaya |
  SecretaryMay 07, 2003 2:47 a.m. Related Reading  I just watched the film "Secretary". My enjoyment of this film tells me I need to get back in my habit of reading the New York Times. I read about this flim back when it came out and was getting really good reviews. It just read like a film I needed to see. So when I popped by blockbuster tonight, I rented it. This film was made for 2 types of people. Us S&M fans and those people who don't understand us, but chances are that the second group will turn the movie off long before the end...or simply won't watch it. This film shows SM as being more than just people wanting to hurt one another. Just because someone inflicts pain on another does not mean that that person doesn't care. This film was absolutly beauiful in my mind. A beauiful love story. I really enjoyed the depth of the charactors, specificly Mr. Grey. Because the film is from the woman's point of view, (most of the time) the only things we know about him are the things we see of him, and the things he says, and the things we can read about him, the depths, are just incredible. This film is shocking, dramatic, emotional, and beautiful at the sametime. Check my profile. It just made it to my list of favorite movies, knocking out the Boondock Saints. (which should say a lot). Note, this film isn't for everyone. Again, I said it is for us and the people who cannot fatham what it is to be us. I watched it with B, he didn't seem as impressed with it as I was. I personally plan on owning it and watching it again before I take it back tomorrow. As I was leaving B kept asking what I liked about it so much, and I kept saying that I wasn't sure, or didn't know. I can't decide if that was true at the time, or I wasn't confident enough with my sexuality, or comfortable enough with my sexuality for him to know that much about me. I knows I like that kinda of thing...but... This film show'ed me that I'm not a freak.....I just like a different kind of wine that most people. Eat a different kind of chips, perfer chips and salsa to potato. And say what you will, but I have no desire to the the kind of wife who lays hidden under the covers in the dark waiting for her husband to come and take what he wants from her. ~laughs~ unless that's what I want to do at that time, and only if I'm enjoying it. |
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