nothings changed the senates still corrupt & the emporer remains insane, and every day, is a new strain of slaughter, supply lines are less protected, evil on all sides, eye can smell the death on your flesh--creeping in, trapped within the twisting fingers of fear, and all eye see is ewe, that face, those eyes, burning like leprosy, eye can see u there poisoning the air, prostituing Nationalism, and eye want to attack, to rip out your heart and lay you flat on your back, and vomit a world of agony and truth into your throbbing illness of memory...and hate guides our way, eye long for the icy slap of a belt across my back, for the acceptance of death and blind cave war, the giving sleep of depression, the sweet elucidation of savage meaningless agression, chiseled in the meaty forearms of Mother Jupiter and his slave disciples, in the harem tents--outside, just beyond the edges--eye ride, a cycoptic mare in the fires of imagination. feeding my disease, a river of plagues, eye need something to remind me I'm still sinning that pain is important, that wurdz matter, that healing is possible, that eye am not alone ...in this --guard the houses--triple the watch,--Maidens, dig up your sorcery --sirens, sharpen your rocks..ewe will eat my pain again. whatever you need unite messiah ME

--Wurdz by Otep Shamaya

Saw
October 26, 2004 6:45 a.m.


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The NZ guy sent me an email with a link to the Saw Movie Website. What follows is my reply.

The website is rather intriguing,

Though I have heard of this movie. my best friend B told me about it. He received a marketing disc for it at work. It was a dvd with multiple trailers on it...and him being all excited about horror movies. (do you know how many horror movies I've seen in the theater just because he wanted to see them? a lot...and most of them bad. Fear dot com, Darkness falls...both so bad. yet The Ring was surprisingly good, and pee yourself scary...and Dawn of the Dead was really over all entertaining.) He is really excited about this one and showed me 2 of the trailers. One was called Razor and the other....Um...Helmet.

And the thing is even though I am the target audience for this film. I like dark, abject, film that makes you think....such as Seven and The Cell. ...And while both of those were dark and gory and violent.....this one seems too sadistic for my liking. And I've had conversations with my fm telling her about it....and how she and I are the target audience...and how from what I've told her, she doesn't want to see it either.

I'm sure there's this deep message about human behavior....but....if it is making this statement about the violent nature of society ....what does it say about us for watching it? I've stated relentlessly that art is a reflection of society. Art shows us what we have become....and if that society has become so desensitized that we need a film where a girl has a minute to stab someone in the stomach in order to have the chance to keep her jaw from being ripped off....I say that we have cultural issues. ...Or the idea of a man slicing his skin to pieces as he attempts to escape a small room of razorblades.

Seven is primarily implied violence and the film is so well crafted in story and filmmaking....I mean Fincher is a genus. And The Cell is an Opera created by exceptional artists. That movie is just a moving painting. ....And while it is abject art, it is amazing art none the less. And it's an opera, so everything is just over the top.

but everything I've seen about this film is sadistic torture for the sake of sadistic torture....And while I'm sure it is very well done (and as for mentioned I never blame the art or the artists for the content) .....I don't think I personally need to, or could handle sitting and watching 2 hours of sadistic torture.

I dunno...maybe I've just become more sensitive than I was during my days of reading Cisco and watching every demented film I could get my hands on. (The Cube, The Cell, Seven, Fight Club, Stigmata). I mean, violence in film doesn't bother me...I grew up watching violent film. ...but when I saw Man on Fire...I almost walked out because the violence really got to me.

The trailers didn't scare me as much as they just bothered me. ...the idea of watching these horrible things happening to people as a form of entertainment just makes me feel ill. I'm just waiting for the return of the Gladiators. heh....can you imagine survivor if after they voted you out, they killed you? (...sounds a bit like Battle Royale.) ....Heh....people enjoy watching them lie and backstab for money...can you imagine if their lives depended on it? ...Then survivor would really mean survivor.



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