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| nothings changed the senates still corrupt & the emporer remains insane, and every day, is a new strain of slaughter, supply lines are less protected, evil on all sides, eye can smell the death on your flesh--creeping in, trapped within the twisting fingers of fear, and all eye see is ewe, that face, those eyes, burning like leprosy, eye can see u there poisoning the air, prostituing Nationalism, and eye want to attack, to rip out your heart and lay you flat on your back, and vomit a world of agony and truth into your throbbing illness of memory...and hate guides our way, eye long for the icy slap of a belt across my back, for the acceptance of death and blind cave war, the giving sleep of depression, the sweet elucidation of savage meaningless agression, chiseled in the meaty forearms of Mother Jupiter and his slave disciples, in the harem tents--outside, just beyond the edges--eye ride, a cycoptic mare in the fires of imagination. feeding my disease, a river of plagues, eye need something to remind me I'm still sinning that pain is important, that wurdz matter, that healing is possible, that eye am not alone ...in this --guard the houses--triple the watch,--Maidens, dig up your sorcery --sirens, sharpen your rocks..ewe will eat my pain again. whatever you need unite messiah ME --Wurdz by Otep Shamaya |
| AAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH June 10, 2002 7:47 p.m. Related Reading SHIT!!!! BLOODY HELL!!! What was that I was saying about cosmic conspricy? This guy that I went out with twice, only for the free coffee and the belief that it's I'm not allowed to whine about not having a date when someone actually as to guts to ask me... Yep, that mistake just came into the computer lab. I've seen him in here a few times, he said 'hi' once.... I'm ducking down hoping he won't see me. now would be the time to wish I didn't look so good right now. June 10, 2002 7:26 p.m. Related Reading Okay so this is going to sound like a the beginning of an ep of Sex and the City...
Eh......or maybe I should not make every single detail of life into some giant cosmic conspiricey to make me feel bad....just so I can exist in my little depressing world and have something to whine about. Yes yes, it's a T thing...slap me,..go on slap me! 8 and a half months and I should be over him. but ~sigh~ I am not. if only there was somone better around...but alas ~sigh~ there is not. it's days like these when I get in the mood to ask B's-housemate's-girlfriend-who-is-good-friends-with-T for details about him....of course only those details that involve me. (if my friend Becky were here and heard me say that she would yell at me so bad. She thinks that he's and an ass (never met him just knows the situation inregards to me) and that "if he can't see what's in front of his face then he doesn't deserve it" ....aww love friends). And I was thinking about this earlier..if I were to talk to the chick who knows him, ...I could just picture her smirking and telling me he's not worth the effort. |
Is it one of life's cruel jokes to allow you to look absolutely incredible!!!!!!.....only when you have no one to impress?Otep   |
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