Raven in Green again..

nothings changed the senates still corrupt & the emporer remains insane, and every day, is a new strain of slaughter, supply lines are less protected, evil on all sides, eye can smell the death on your flesh--creeping in, trapped within the twisting fingers of fear, and all eye see is ewe, that face, those eyes, burning like leprosy, eye can see u there poisoning the air, prostituing Nationalism, and eye want to attack, to rip out your heart and lay you flat on your back, and vomit a world of agony and truth into your throbbing illness of memory...and hate guides our way, eye long for the icy slap of a belt across my back, for the acceptance of death and blind cave war, the giving sleep of depression, the sweet elucidation of savage meaningless agression, chiseled in the meaty forearms of Mother Jupiter and his slave disciples, in the harem tents--outside, just beyond the edges--eye ride, a cycoptic mare in the fires of imagination. feeding my disease, a river of plagues, eye need something to remind me I'm still sinning that pain is important, that wurdz matter, that healing is possible, that eye am not alone ...in this --guard the houses--triple the watch,--Maidens, dig up your sorcery --sirens, sharpen your rocks..ewe will eat my pain again. whatever you need unite messiah ME

--Wurdz by Otep Shamaya

Room Raiders
May 13, 2004 5:59 p.m.

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So here at the parents house when I use the computer I always have the tv on and take advantage of the cable. there really isn't anything worth watching in the early evening. I got stuck somehow...like looking at a car wreck.....watching Room Raiders. This is the most consistently horrible thing on MTV EVER. I guess when I find myself watching it I do it because...1. I'm hoping it won't be as bad as it was before...but it always is. ...Plus I guess I like to form my own evaluation of the room.

Ugh...but they seriously pick the worst people to do the raiding! the people are absolute idiots.

Now, I have to admit that I thought it was just the men....and that somehow when confronted with the opprotunity to raid a girl's pantie drawer on camra would make them all try and act like "The Man!". so maybe when I saw that it was a girl today I was thus more inclined to watch. But....UGH! she was horrible! she made me so embaressed to be a girl. The guys were mocking her the whole time...one of them before the show really got started he said that the perfect girl didn't exist and I was just like "ME ME!!!" ...ugh but then this chick came and the screen and she was just the perfect example of the girls I HATE! She dismissed one guy because she found something he wrote where he was questioning life and people and the behaviors and outlooks of people. and she said that she was not the type of person to "Ask why or wonder why we're are here and the meaning of life, life was meant just to have fun." ....I just wanted to punch her! and she kept making all these sexual innuendos, and really it was just too much, she wasn't sexy, she looked just slutty. She was trying to be sophisicated...sexy...no all she did was come off as an anal retentive, bitchy airhead that only wanted to drink and fuck. If I were any of those guys I wouldn't have dated her...and I think they all agreed. I don't think any of them wanted to win the date.

She also freaked out that this one guy had dust on this Tv. Oh..and this other guy's closet she liked because it was organized but it would have be better if it had been organized by color. One guy collected Absolute Ads which she thought was good....but she didn't like that he had posters for "Alternative" bands. One guy drove a mini van and shopped at American Eagle and thus she couldn't date him.

Ugh girls like that get dates and I'm cronicly single. I just don't understand.

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