Raven in Green again..

nothings changed the senates still corrupt & the emporer remains insane, and every day, is a new strain of slaughter, supply lines are less protected, evil on all sides, eye can smell the death on your flesh--creeping in, trapped within the twisting fingers of fear, and all eye see is ewe, that face, those eyes, burning like leprosy, eye can see u there poisoning the air, prostituing Nationalism, and eye want to attack, to rip out your heart and lay you flat on your back, and vomit a world of agony and truth into your throbbing illness of memory...and hate guides our way, eye long for the icy slap of a belt across my back, for the acceptance of death and blind cave war, the giving sleep of depression, the sweet elucidation of savage meaningless agression, chiseled in the meaty forearms of Mother Jupiter and his slave disciples, in the harem tents--outside, just beyond the edges--eye ride, a cycoptic mare in the fires of imagination. feeding my disease, a river of plagues, eye need something to remind me I'm still sinning that pain is important, that wurdz matter, that healing is possible, that eye am not alone ...in this --guard the houses--triple the watch,--Maidens, dig up your sorcery --sirens, sharpen your rocks..ewe will eat my pain again. whatever you need unite messiah ME

--Wurdz by Otep Shamaya

Rescued
July 11, 2003 12:16 p.m.

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At the risk of seeming like and oober Christian ....I'm about to do another religous entry.

God saved my ASS today! It was a straight up miricle!

I was driving to my parents house today (I have a 3 day weekend and I want to see Jeff) and I noticed some dark clouds but I figured I was missing the storm. ....turns out I was driving into it. there were some especially low hanging, scarely looking clouds so I turned on the radio just as I was leaving town.

I get a half an hour out of town....convinced I had gotten out of it safely and without event ....but that's when the warning came over the radio. ...Tornado warning for the exact county I had just entered. ...and I had just passed the last civilized area for a long while....and I am deathly afraid of storms...DEATHLY always have been....so I go into an immedate panic attack...absolutely freaking out. ...trying to decide if I should turn around or pull over or keep driving....thought about stopping at a random house and asking if I could wait it out there....but didn't think that was safe. ...then up ahead on the left I saw a brick church...figured that would be a safe bet. ...So I pulled over, tried the door, ...locked .....started freaking out again ...but then I turned around and a cop car pulled on the the road next to the church. I flagged him down and asked him where I could go and he said to follow him. ....We drove for a bit...all around....then we pulled up at this house...I thought it was the house of the guy that was riding with the cop.....truth is the cop to me to his house!!! all of his family was gathering there. ....Good little Christian family with a beautiful big dog who seemed to love me even though he hates strangers. ....so I waited there till the tornado warnings had exspired and then left for home.

you can't tell me that wasn't God looking out for me. Apparently I was right where the storm was coming in and the cop drove over there to watch the storm coming in. If I had not pulled over at that exact moment....I might have driving right into the storm. I could be dead.

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