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| nothings changed the senates still corrupt & the emporer remains insane, and every day, is a new strain of slaughter, supply lines are less protected, evil on all sides, eye can smell the death on your flesh--creeping in, trapped within the twisting fingers of fear, and all eye see is ewe, that face, those eyes, burning like leprosy, eye can see u there poisoning the air, prostituing Nationalism, and eye want to attack, to rip out your heart and lay you flat on your back, and vomit a world of agony and truth into your throbbing illness of memory...and hate guides our way, eye long for the icy slap of a belt across my back, for the acceptance of death and blind cave war, the giving sleep of depression, the sweet elucidation of savage meaningless agression, chiseled in the meaty forearms of Mother Jupiter and his slave disciples, in the harem tents--outside, just beyond the edges--eye ride, a cycoptic mare in the fires of imagination. feeding my disease, a river of plagues, eye need something to remind me I'm still sinning that pain is important, that wurdz matter, that healing is possible, that eye am not alone ...in this --guard the houses--triple the watch,--Maidens, dig up your sorcery --sirens, sharpen your rocks..ewe will eat my pain again. whatever you need unite messiah ME --Wurdz by Otep Shamaya |
| Relaxing with the Cat October 15, 2006 2:26 a.m. Related Reading 
I've been a good girl and painting the past few evenings, but tonight I'm exhausted. Some nights when your are tired, and it's cold outside, it's best to curl up in a super comfty shirt, with the cat, and watch a movie. Tonight it is Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. There has been lots of social activities, like movie watching, taking place in my room lately. We love our apartment very much. Our front room has these amazingly high ceilings. We love them. it was the front room that made us fall in love with the place. The problem is that it is fucking freezing in winter, and impossible to heat. the door and walls are old so all the hot air leaks out. and it sucks all the heat from the rest of the house. So the past few days we've been shutting the door, and it's amazing just how warm the rest of the house is. ...We did this a bit last winter when it got really cold, but we've been talking, and wondering if we can exist only in the back part of the house, (for the most part). it's working fairly well actually. Anyway, this wasn't meant to be such a lengthly, rambling entry. I just wanted to post the pictures. |
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