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| nothings changed the senates still corrupt & the emporer remains insane, and every day, is a new strain of slaughter, supply lines are less protected, evil on all sides, eye can smell the death on your flesh--creeping in, trapped within the twisting fingers of fear, and all eye see is ewe, that face, those eyes, burning like leprosy, eye can see u there poisoning the air, prostituing Nationalism, and eye want to attack, to rip out your heart and lay you flat on your back, and vomit a world of agony and truth into your throbbing illness of memory...and hate guides our way, eye long for the icy slap of a belt across my back, for the acceptance of death and blind cave war, the giving sleep of depression, the sweet elucidation of savage meaningless agression, chiseled in the meaty forearms of Mother Jupiter and his slave disciples, in the harem tents--outside, just beyond the edges--eye ride, a cycoptic mare in the fires of imagination. feeding my disease, a river of plagues, eye need something to remind me I'm still sinning that pain is important, that wurdz matter, that healing is possible, that eye am not alone ...in this --guard the houses--triple the watch,--Maidens, dig up your sorcery --sirens, sharpen your rocks..ewe will eat my pain again. whatever you need unite messiah ME --Wurdz by Otep Shamaya |
 reaction to the attack.September 22, 2001 12:39 a.m. Related Reading Question: How should one be effected by the recent tragic events? Answer: I think it's different for every person,...and I don't think anyone as any right to say how someone else is effected. C as gone into an ultra Patrotic mode. I mean before this she wasn't Patriotic at all,...and now she as 2 flags in her window...a messaged spelled out for on lookers. She as a large news paper clipping on there door, a companied by a picture of the skyline with the towers saying we shouldn't forget. She as a ton of patriotic songs now. She as a picture of an eagle crying as her desktop wallpaper. the news is always on in her room. Plus she is so angry about it...and she's angry that others aren't more angry. but ya know what,...I don't think I could decribe myself as Angry. I'm not really ever in favor of retaliation for anything. That's not my nature. Maybe I'm still in shock...but I'm not angry, I am however very sad. Sad,...I keep thinking about all the lives that were lost, So many mothers, fathers, sisters, brothers, Daughters, and sons. I am so saddened for those families and all those who grieve. But I'm not Angry. I don't get angry very often,..I react to pain as pain. And actually I saw on Oprah, Someone was talking about all Angry is rooted in pain and fear. I guess for some reason I'm not taking it the next step to anger. that....or I'm analyzing the thing to death so I don't have to feel it. It seems I have a tendency to do that. |
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