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| nothings changed the senates still corrupt & the emporer remains insane, and every day, is a new strain of slaughter, supply lines are less protected, evil on all sides, eye can smell the death on your flesh--creeping in, trapped within the twisting fingers of fear, and all eye see is ewe, that face, those eyes, burning like leprosy, eye can see u there poisoning the air, prostituing Nationalism, and eye want to attack, to rip out your heart and lay you flat on your back, and vomit a world of agony and truth into your throbbing illness of memory...and hate guides our way, eye long for the icy slap of a belt across my back, for the acceptance of death and blind cave war, the giving sleep of depression, the sweet elucidation of savage meaningless agression, chiseled in the meaty forearms of Mother Jupiter and his slave disciples, in the harem tents--outside, just beyond the edges--eye ride, a cycoptic mare in the fires of imagination. feeding my disease, a river of plagues, eye need something to remind me I'm still sinning that pain is important, that wurdz matter, that healing is possible, that eye am not alone ...in this --guard the houses--triple the watch,--Maidens, dig up your sorcery --sirens, sharpen your rocks..ewe will eat my pain again. whatever you need unite messiah ME --Wurdz by Otep Shamaya |
 Questioning2001-06-20 12.05am Related Reading Okay..I am a Christian. I believe in God and that Jesus is the Christ, and in the Holy spirit. I put my faith and trust entirely in God... or so I say..... but...I've found myself in a seriously long period of testing...over a year...and I know that before this I prayed to be tested because I felt that if my faith wasn't being attacked..then it wasn't very strong. So...I've been tested. And lately it seems that God as been answering some of my prayers for the sole purpose of taking them from me. and I know that God has a plan and his will is perfect...but it just really hurts. but..here's a quote from Andrew of the Normals that makes me feel better....kinda... I mean...just knowing that someone else has gone through it..and he is so humble and honest about when he is questioning...that's one of the things that impresses me the most about them. "I know that to be afraid of the "big, bad world" is dumb. I know that it's a lack of faith in the God who has promised to restore all things, and make beauty from ashes. I just wish it was happening faster, and that it didn't hurt so bad..." |
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