nothings changed the senates still corrupt & the emporer remains insane, and every day, is a new strain of slaughter, supply lines are less protected, evil on all sides, eye can smell the death on your flesh--creeping in, trapped within the twisting fingers of fear, and all eye see is ewe, that face, those eyes, burning like leprosy, eye can see u there poisoning the air, prostituing Nationalism, and eye want to attack, to rip out your heart and lay you flat on your back, and vomit a world of agony and truth into your throbbing illness of memory...and hate guides our way, eye long for the icy slap of a belt across my back, for the acceptance of death and blind cave war, the giving sleep of depression, the sweet elucidation of savage meaningless agression, chiseled in the meaty forearms of Mother Jupiter and his slave disciples, in the harem tents--outside, just beyond the edges--eye ride, a cycoptic mare in the fires of imagination. feeding my disease, a river of plagues, eye need something to remind me I'm still sinning that pain is important, that wurdz matter, that healing is possible, that eye am not alone ...in this --guard the houses--triple the watch,--Maidens, dig up your sorcery --sirens, sharpen your rocks..ewe will eat my pain again. whatever you need unite messiah ME

--Wurdz by Otep Shamaya

Queer As Folk
February 14, 2003 11:38 a.m.


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So this has nothing to do with what I plan on writing about...but..I'm looking up at a banner right now of 2 guys and the caption says "lord have mercy!!! It's a room full of homosexuals" ..and its blinking. ....This reminded me of something C told me last night. Saw saw somewhere a t-shirt that had "Homosexuals are gay" printed on it. ...We find it absolutely hystarical. She wants one. We all absolutely love the Showtime series Queer As Folk (QAF). Love it! We'll rent the eps on dvd and watch all of them in a night. Anyway...the mom on the show always wears these really great shirts! ..which of course C always wants as well.

How much do you love me? I had to find pictures!

Oh and the guy who plays Brian is so freaking hot it's insane if he is really gay it's the biggest what-a-waste I have ever seen in my life! ...Oddly enough the only picture I found of him showing really how hot he is he's looking all hetero.

Oh and he always as the BEST lines. The best. ...For example in this one ep. this guy Justin (who we hate) was in the bar and trying to get a drink ..but he's underage and the bartender wouldn't give it to him without ID ...so in frustration he was like "Who do I have to fuck to get a drink around here!" Right then Brian was walking behind him and just casually says "Me". and the leans down at the bar..."2 Beers". ....the bartender gives him a look..and then with full assholeness he says "I'm Thirsty!". He's just the biggest badass in the world. ...Most definitely on my list of people I would abandon all morals for. ...Oh this one time he invited this one guy over and the guy as a bit nervous ..and Brian just takes off all his clothes and was just standing there entirely naked (this shot isn't full frontal) with his arms held out...and he just casually says "Are you coming...or going? Or coming...then going....Or coming and staying". And....I'm just like...YOU KICK ASS!!!

Anyway...it's kinda interesting that I do a long entry on QAF when I have much 'more importent' entires to write.


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