Raven in Green again..

nothings changed the senates still corrupt & the emporer remains insane, and every day, is a new strain of slaughter, supply lines are less protected, evil on all sides, eye can smell the death on your flesh--creeping in, trapped within the twisting fingers of fear, and all eye see is ewe, that face, those eyes, burning like leprosy, eye can see u there poisoning the air, prostituing Nationalism, and eye want to attack, to rip out your heart and lay you flat on your back, and vomit a world of agony and truth into your throbbing illness of memory...and hate guides our way, eye long for the icy slap of a belt across my back, for the acceptance of death and blind cave war, the giving sleep of depression, the sweet elucidation of savage meaningless agression, chiseled in the meaty forearms of Mother Jupiter and his slave disciples, in the harem tents--outside, just beyond the edges--eye ride, a cycoptic mare in the fires of imagination. feeding my disease, a river of plagues, eye need something to remind me I'm still sinning that pain is important, that wurdz matter, that healing is possible, that eye am not alone ...in this --guard the houses--triple the watch,--Maidens, dig up your sorcery --sirens, sharpen your rocks..ewe will eat my pain again. whatever you need unite messiah ME

--Wurdz by Otep Shamaya

Email from the Christian guy
May 21, 2003 12:24 p.m.

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I'm so excited, so happy! I'm glad it wasn't just me. I almost want to drive the 2 hours to see him immedately! Yes, that's right, I just got an email from the Christian guy.

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Hello Raven,

How are you doing? I am well. I don't know what to write today, but i will think of something. I am glad we spent the night together talking. I enjoyed it immensely. well, why don't I tell you more about myself, since that is what got us talking in the first place. So here goes nothing....I was born and raised in Lafayette. I was baptized Catholic, and went to Catholic schools through High School. As you know, I grew up with John, but you don't know that I am the 3rd of 4 boys. The older ones are 29 & 27.

They are Married in Lebanon, IN; and Unmarried in Nashville, TN, respectively. My younger brother is 17 mo. younger than I(21) and goes to IU. That is all about my family for now. Now about me personally. People have described me as.....cute, sweet, kind, giving, a gentleman(you), tall, thin, weird, and a dork. All of which i am grateful. I do want you to know that I am aware that I have flaws; many of them, but hey, i am supposed to be uplifting myself here right?! :) Anywho, I love people and enjoy animals (but they just aren't people). Here comes the broken thoughts. I like to play games, sports, do puzzles, sleep(always a good thing), play video games, have good conversations, sing, jump, scream and be merry. I have few friends, but many acquaintences. I trust people and care about them too easily, but once the trust is broken, i am hard to trust that person again. I enjoy coffee, chocolate, ice cream, cookies, warm pasta, pizza, meat entrees, and life. I smoke as you know, but plan to put that on hold for a while to save money. I am calm and usually relaxed. I am slow to anger, but protective of those i care about. Do you know what? I think you are fun, I don't remember having just a good conversation in a long time. And I find it easy to talk to you. (I know this sounds like there's a problem, but on the contrary) I think you are gorgeous, and I hope I am not misreading you. I think we should get together again. Go for some coffee and ice cream, play some putt-putt or bowling, or maybe just go talk. Life is good, and God is good. Both are reasons I am not afraid of saying these things. But now i have lost my train of thought. So i guess i will end this little email, or i meant for it to be little when i started. I would be honored and delighted to see you again, or even if I just get to talk to you again. Let me know what your thinking and I will react accordingly. Have fun, be safe, and enjoy yourself. God Bless.

Oh, and smile for me,

The Christian Guy

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