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| nothings changed the senates still corrupt & the emporer remains insane, and every day, is a new strain of slaughter, supply lines are less protected, evil on all sides, eye can smell the death on your flesh--creeping in, trapped within the twisting fingers of fear, and all eye see is ewe, that face, those eyes, burning like leprosy, eye can see u there poisoning the air, prostituing Nationalism, and eye want to attack, to rip out your heart and lay you flat on your back, and vomit a world of agony and truth into your throbbing illness of memory...and hate guides our way, eye long for the icy slap of a belt across my back, for the acceptance of death and blind cave war, the giving sleep of depression, the sweet elucidation of savage meaningless agression, chiseled in the meaty forearms of Mother Jupiter and his slave disciples, in the harem tents--outside, just beyond the edges--eye ride, a cycoptic mare in the fires of imagination. feeding my disease, a river of plagues, eye need something to remind me I'm still sinning that pain is important, that wurdz matter, that healing is possible, that eye am not alone ...in this --guard the houses--triple the watch,--Maidens, dig up your sorcery --sirens, sharpen your rocks..ewe will eat my pain again. whatever you need unite messiah ME --Wurdz by Otep Shamaya |
  Purdue InterviewJuly 16, 2004 12:19 p.m. Related Reading Yea! ....again with the getting ahead of myself, putting all my eggs in one basket, and growing dangerously close to getting my hopes up so high that the possibility of a fall is terrifying....But... I just got back from my interview at Purdue. The people who interviewed me were fantastic and I think it went really well, I think they liked me! Plus the job is sooo much better suited to my skills....and the computer system appeared to be state of the art! The facility was new and beautiful, and the area where my desk would be was Enormous! It just looks like a really great place to work, from the facilities to the people. I am sooo excited. I hope I get it. Also I live right on a bus loop that will take me to campus.....this was part of appeal of our location for Becky. But, if the bus will take me to work in no time, that's money I don't have to spend on gas....or a parking permit...because I think I would have to buy one of those...and I think they are rather expensive. I really want this....everyone pray for me. and if I get it I hope I don't do anything to fuck it up. but when I told my mom about the interview she said I should be working with a lot of college graduates and that should indicate a certain personality type. and a more professional atmosphere. I hope they call soon. how great would it be to be able to start work on monday at a fantastic, new, state of the art building! |
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