nothings changed the senates still corrupt & the emporer remains insane, and every day, is a new strain of slaughter, supply lines are less protected, evil on all sides, eye can smell the death on your flesh--creeping in, trapped within the twisting fingers of fear, and all eye see is ewe, that face, those eyes, burning like leprosy, eye can see u there poisoning the air, prostituing Nationalism, and eye want to attack, to rip out your heart and lay you flat on your back, and vomit a world of agony and truth into your throbbing illness of memory...and hate guides our way, eye long for the icy slap of a belt across my back, for the acceptance of death and blind cave war, the giving sleep of depression, the sweet elucidation of savage meaningless agression, chiseled in the meaty forearms of Mother Jupiter and his slave disciples, in the harem tents--outside, just beyond the edges--eye ride, a cycoptic mare in the fires of imagination. feeding my disease, a river of plagues, eye need something to remind me I'm still sinning that pain is important, that wurdz matter, that healing is possible, that eye am not alone ...in this --guard the houses--triple the watch,--Maidens, dig up your sorcery --sirens, sharpen your rocks..ewe will eat my pain again. whatever you need unite messiah ME

--Wurdz by Otep Shamaya

Wurd Becomes Flesh Otep
March 26, 2005 3:36 p.m.


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Listening to this Amazing New Piece by Otep again.

it makes me want to create...make art.

I've been really itching to do so alot lately.

But really, I have the image in my mind. I want to not go to work and just stay home and create.

I bought some new pastel paper and new pastels...thinking of those rich red and blue papers and what I can do with them.

I think about of this come from my finishing that painting recently. I hadn't finished anything in a long time. ..oh yes, I had started things, but it's been a while since I actually finished something, and the euphoria..and the endophins are running all though me,...and I want more and I want to create more and I want to release!

I think I'm ready to change my situation.


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