Raven in Green again..

nothings changed the senates still corrupt & the emporer remains insane, and every day, is a new strain of slaughter, supply lines are less protected, evil on all sides, eye can smell the death on your flesh--creeping in, trapped within the twisting fingers of fear, and all eye see is ewe, that face, those eyes, burning like leprosy, eye can see u there poisoning the air, prostituing Nationalism, and eye want to attack, to rip out your heart and lay you flat on your back, and vomit a world of agony and truth into your throbbing illness of memory...and hate guides our way, eye long for the icy slap of a belt across my back, for the acceptance of death and blind cave war, the giving sleep of depression, the sweet elucidation of savage meaningless agression, chiseled in the meaty forearms of Mother Jupiter and his slave disciples, in the harem tents--outside, just beyond the edges--eye ride, a cycoptic mare in the fires of imagination. feeding my disease, a river of plagues, eye need something to remind me I'm still sinning that pain is important, that wurdz matter, that healing is possible, that eye am not alone ...in this --guard the houses--triple the watch,--Maidens, dig up your sorcery --sirens, sharpen your rocks..ewe will eat my pain again. whatever you need unite messiah ME

--Wurdz by Otep Shamaya

Random Olympic Rants
August 18, 2004 7:16 a.m.

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The Raven girl has gone Olympic crazy yet again.

For someone who watches very little sport (the occasional Basketball or Football game (college) or Wimbolton....I like always can't get enough of the olympics! I mean....I'm one of those people that people mock for my olympics obcession. I watch all the events ...with the exception of basketball and tennis...I love tennis but it just doesn't do it for me to watch in the olympics...Rowing, beach volleyball, swimming, gymnastics...I mean I'm one of those people to watches the prime time and late night coverages,...sometimes I'll even watch when the reair the prime time coverage late night. I do this with the winter olympics too. Not just figure skating, but speed skating, bob sled it doesn't matter, I watch it all. I just can't get enough.

And I'm one of those people that...yes I might be rooting for the US, but really I don't care who wins I just want to see everyone do well. I was watching the men's gymnastics the other night and my mom asked who I wanted to win....I said I didn't care I just wanted to see everyone do their best.

I read the headline of an opinion colume in the newspaper the other day that angered me. It was something like, "Unfair as it is Phelps will be seen as a failure". It went on to say that because of all the hype...because phelps didn't win 8 gold medals he's a failure. FUCK YOU! He's 19! His goal was to win one, He's won 5 medals as of now....and 3 I think are gold! ....Failure!!! Bitch, you go win 8 medals.

And on a somewhat related note I have a pathetic crush on Ian Thorpe. ....I've never really been much of a meat eater, beefcake has ever really done it for me....I like my boys very lean...skinny.......mmmmm but I am just horribly drooling over all those male swimmers. Mmmm just can't get enough.

Anyway,....enough of my random Olympic rants for now....I have to go to my first training session for my new job. ....We'll see how this goes. Wish me luck.

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