Raven in Green again..

nothings changed the senates still corrupt & the emporer remains insane, and every day, is a new strain of slaughter, supply lines are less protected, evil on all sides, eye can smell the death on your flesh--creeping in, trapped within the twisting fingers of fear, and all eye see is ewe, that face, those eyes, burning like leprosy, eye can see u there poisoning the air, prostituing Nationalism, and eye want to attack, to rip out your heart and lay you flat on your back, and vomit a world of agony and truth into your throbbing illness of memory...and hate guides our way, eye long for the icy slap of a belt across my back, for the acceptance of death and blind cave war, the giving sleep of depression, the sweet elucidation of savage meaningless agression, chiseled in the meaty forearms of Mother Jupiter and his slave disciples, in the harem tents--outside, just beyond the edges--eye ride, a cycoptic mare in the fires of imagination. feeding my disease, a river of plagues, eye need something to remind me I'm still sinning that pain is important, that wurdz matter, that healing is possible, that eye am not alone ...in this --guard the houses--triple the watch,--Maidens, dig up your sorcery --sirens, sharpen your rocks..ewe will eat my pain again. whatever you need unite messiah ME

--Wurdz by Otep Shamaya

Lovely quizes
February 18, 2004 11:19 p.m.

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You are one of the few out there whose wings are
truly ANGELIC. Selfless, powerful, and
divine, you are one blessed with a certain
cosmic grace. You are unequalled in
peacefulness, love, and beauty. As a Being of
Light your wings are massive and a soft white
or silver. Countless feathers grace them and
radiate the light within you for all the world
to see. You are a defender, protector, and
caretaker. Comforter of the weak and forgiver
of the wrong, chances are you are taken
advantage of once in awhile, maybe quite often.
But your innocence and wisdom sees the good in
everyone and so this mistreatment does not make
you colder. Merciful to the extreme, you will
try to help misguided souls find themselves and
peace. However not all Angelics allow
themselves to be gotten the better of - the
Seraphim for example will be driven to fighting
for the sake of Justice and protection of those
less powerful. Congratulations - and don't ever
change - the world needs more people like you.

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naga
in my eyes i see you as mysterious and strange alot
of people wish they could know you better and
you are probably an artist? i really wish there
were more people like you out there..i really
do. (rate?)

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Not The One
February 18, 2004 10:45 p.m.

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Everyone makes one mistake
One more time for old times sake
One more time before the feeling fades

One that’s born of memories
One more bruise you gave to me
One more test just how much can I take

I think I finally, really understand that song. or atleast that one part.

There's a wabash group party on saturday, which most likely means Jeff will be there. I'm trying to decide if I want to go or not. I really shouldn't...but it would be nice to see some of those people. ...but I think that reasoning is bullshit. (last time it wasn't, this time it is) really....I think my entire reasoning for going is regarding him. Granted he irriates the fuck out of me every time I even mentally hear his voice and I think "ugh.....ew what am I thinking no way do I want to be anywhere near him" and then on the other hand I start to think that it would be nice to make out with him and try and keep it solely to the confines of the party. It really would be nice to make out with someone, and well how many other options do I have? ...And I'm not saying I'm lacking in people to make out with. ...it's more like....I know what it's like to kiss him and I'm sure if we were to do that again I'd be more relaxed kissing him the someone else....at least as of say....this weekend. I can't help but wonder if maybe we were relaxed an in the moment we could connect like we once did. the way we shared I souls the a kiss the way it was before. ...and just have that and then once it's over...it's over. but...it's that connect that I'm really missing and craving..

but I won't do it. I'll just think about it, consider it...and rant about it awhile in my diary. when it comes down to it I seem to be quite good at restraining myself from doing things regarding that male.

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