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| nothings changed the senates still corrupt & the emporer remains insane, and every day, is a new strain of slaughter, supply lines are less protected, evil on all sides, eye can smell the death on your flesh--creeping in, trapped within the twisting fingers of fear, and all eye see is ewe, that face, those eyes, burning like leprosy, eye can see u there poisoning the air, prostituing Nationalism, and eye want to attack, to rip out your heart and lay you flat on your back, and vomit a world of agony and truth into your throbbing illness of memory...and hate guides our way, eye long for the icy slap of a belt across my back, for the acceptance of death and blind cave war, the giving sleep of depression, the sweet elucidation of savage meaningless agression, chiseled in the meaty forearms of Mother Jupiter and his slave disciples, in the harem tents--outside, just beyond the edges--eye ride, a cycoptic mare in the fires of imagination. feeding my disease, a river of plagues, eye need something to remind me I'm still sinning that pain is important, that wurdz matter, that healing is possible, that eye am not alone ...in this --guard the houses--triple the watch,--Maidens, dig up your sorcery --sirens, sharpen your rocks..ewe will eat my pain again. whatever you need unite messiah ME --Wurdz by Otep Shamaya |
 40 Days and 40 NightsMarch 03, 2004 4:48 p.m. Related Reading So in continuance with my grand sweeping tradition of doing positive reviews of movies most people hate.... My parents are out of town, so they require my services to feed and provide sufficient amount of other forms of attention to our little kitties. So to do this I’ve been going over to their house in the evening, feeding the creatures and watching a movie (or rather take advantage of cable or cable on demand) and at some point the Coco-meest curls up on my lap and sleeps for a bit...being sufficiently scratched and petted to her liking. Last night I did not have the benefit of a long time to watch a movie. ...So after searching though the on demand movie options I decided I would watch 40 Days and 40 Nights, simply because it was 96 minutes long and I hadn’t seen it. I figured it would be an acceptable way to fill 90 minutes. 40 Days and 40 Nights is that movie that no one went and saw because 1. it had Josh Hardnett in it, and 2. it’s the one about the guy who gives up sex for Lent. No one thought this movie would be at all appealing. Let me just say, I enjoyed it. I enjoyed it A LOT! It was really funny! And it had a surprisingly good supporting cast: Maggie from Secretary and Mona Lisa Smile, The guy who played the Manager in Josie and the Pussycats, And Older Pete from Pete and Pete. One thing I liked was this movie didn’t trying to hide the fact that sex played an important role in it,...and it showed and talked about that issue a lot! And they often made fun of the whole thing, like a guy trying to fake an orgasm. Plus there a great deal of boobs. And they weren’t afraid to show the indication of a boner. Props to Josh Hardnett for being able to take that seriously. Over all, I really had a good time watching it, and was more than sufficient use of the time. If I hadn’t given up buying unnecessary material items for Lent I would have driven out immediately and bought it. The only bad thing was Josh Hardnett’s voice sounded exactly like jeff’s. Movies to buy as soon as I canMarch 03, 2004 3:44 p.m. Related Reading Movies to buy. I think of all these when I can’t by any. I’ll just make a note of them for future reference. *Note this is exactly why I needed to give up this for Lent. My Dvd (movies an shows) collection makes me happy. I like looking at it, I like arranging it. I like buying them. and of course I like watching them. But, I do own a few movies I've yet to watch in their entirety since I bought them (though I've been better about that lately. ...some things you just have to be in the mood for). I like to have them. and I'm the same way with Books and wine. I bought 4 bottles of wine on Mardi Gras. 2 brands, 2 bottles of each, one to drink another to put on the wine rack. And not because I needed to buy wine, but because I wanted to have it on my wine rack. I have a long list of books I want to read, and I still buy more...because I want them. I think I do it because I'm lonely... because it seems that most of the things I want (mainly a nice boy) I can't seem to have, so atleast I can have something else. I think that's why I want 40 days and 40 nights so much is because it reminded me so much of Jeff. I don't want it because it reminds me of him, but because watching it made me think of him...and how I can't have him and can't blah blah blah, and so to make myself feel better I Will go buy that movie that I liked and made me happy for awhile. ...that's something I can have. But instead, now I actually have to deal with it. Ugh. or call him. ......ugh maybe it's my period fucking with my sanity again but I had this horrible need to write his phone number on myself. again not to use, but to have catching a pattern. Last night I had to write it on my hand. I looked up the number, and when I was trying to find a pen and couldn't ...I saw a knife and had half a mind just to use that. Thank God I somehow reasoned myself out of that one. ...tonight it's my feet. 40 Days and 40 Nights Dead Man on Campus The Order American Beauty Mary Reilly The Virgin Suicides Gone in 60 Seconds Super Troopers |
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