Raven in Green again..

nothings changed the senates still corrupt & the emporer remains insane, and every day, is a new strain of slaughter, supply lines are less protected, evil on all sides, eye can smell the death on your flesh--creeping in, trapped within the twisting fingers of fear, and all eye see is ewe, that face, those eyes, burning like leprosy, eye can see u there poisoning the air, prostituing Nationalism, and eye want to attack, to rip out your heart and lay you flat on your back, and vomit a world of agony and truth into your throbbing illness of memory...and hate guides our way, eye long for the icy slap of a belt across my back, for the acceptance of death and blind cave war, the giving sleep of depression, the sweet elucidation of savage meaningless agression, chiseled in the meaty forearms of Mother Jupiter and his slave disciples, in the harem tents--outside, just beyond the edges--eye ride, a cycoptic mare in the fires of imagination. feeding my disease, a river of plagues, eye need something to remind me I'm still sinning that pain is important, that wurdz matter, that healing is possible, that eye am not alone ...in this --guard the houses--triple the watch,--Maidens, dig up your sorcery --sirens, sharpen your rocks..ewe will eat my pain again. whatever you need unite messiah ME

--Wurdz by Otep Shamaya

random thoughts at work
November 04, 2003 8:44 a.m.

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3. We live an an era where songs like Everclear's "Father of Mine" and Pinks "Family Portrait" and Christina Aguliera's "I'm okay" (domestic abuse), The Offspring's "The Kids aren't alright" are being recorded. As I've said time and time before art is a REFECTION of society. What does that say about or society?

2. the past two days I've been in the mood for specific cds. Yesterday Joan Osborne's "How Sweet it is" and today Lisa Marie Presley. ...Now the Lisa Marie one when I bought it played it constantly for a month or so...but I hadn't really played it much since. The Joan Osborne one I was somewhat disappointed in so I hadn't played it that much. In other words...one I over played and the other under played because of dislike, therefore I don't get cravings to listen to them. and for some reason I was just dumbfounded that I was in a mood that I wanted to listen to those specific cds. Because...it dunno kinda like getting a craving for French fries at 8 in the morning. ....eating them and thinking "wow I know this is wrong,...but so very good!". hard to explain. I know. I'm a freak.

1. got it in my head that I'm gonna call Jeff on Saturday to see if he wants to see the Matrix. ...Tell me, what is wrong with the logic of the following thought. "If I call the idiot on saturday, I can work out everyday this week so I'll be buffer on sat than I will be today" (if you didn't get it....I called him the idiot. I'd be the one calling making ME the idiot. What's worse the fool or the fool who follows?

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