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| nothings changed the senates still corrupt & the emporer remains insane, and every day, is a new strain of slaughter, supply lines are less protected, evil on all sides, eye can smell the death on your flesh--creeping in, trapped within the twisting fingers of fear, and all eye see is ewe, that face, those eyes, burning like leprosy, eye can see u there poisoning the air, prostituing Nationalism, and eye want to attack, to rip out your heart and lay you flat on your back, and vomit a world of agony and truth into your throbbing illness of memory...and hate guides our way, eye long for the icy slap of a belt across my back, for the acceptance of death and blind cave war, the giving sleep of depression, the sweet elucidation of savage meaningless agression, chiseled in the meaty forearms of Mother Jupiter and his slave disciples, in the harem tents--outside, just beyond the edges--eye ride, a cycoptic mare in the fires of imagination. feeding my disease, a river of plagues, eye need something to remind me I'm still sinning that pain is important, that wurdz matter, that healing is possible, that eye am not alone ...in this --guard the houses--triple the watch,--Maidens, dig up your sorcery --sirens, sharpen your rocks..ewe will eat my pain again. whatever you need unite messiah ME --Wurdz by Otep Shamaya |
| more of the same. August 16, 2002 12:30 p.m. Related Reading At this point in time I have no idea if B has had his surgery or not. I was originally told that I would be yesterday, but last I knew he was only meeting with the dr. to discuss the surgery and they didn't know if they would be able to do it. I keep psyching myself out. around 9ish last night there was a call to my house and I about had a heart because I was paranoid that it was someone calling with bad news in regards to him. My Grandmother is still in the hospital and the prognosis doesn't look good. Apparently she has 'gotten over' what made her sick as much as she ever will. Right now she is pretty much lying inresponsive in the bed. My aunt is coming back down tomorrow and the family will be considering what action needs to be taken. Meanwhile, I am staying here longer and longer. I planned on going back this weekend, but decided to stay and watch BB3 and Sex in the city because I don't have cable and my place. ...now the office is wanting me to do their newsletter (like I did last year) and I might have to stay here till Tues. Which is lame because classes start on Weds. and I'm just aching to get back to my place. |
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