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| nothings changed the senates still corrupt & the emporer remains insane, and every day, is a new strain of slaughter, supply lines are less protected, evil on all sides, eye can smell the death on your flesh--creeping in, trapped within the twisting fingers of fear, and all eye see is ewe, that face, those eyes, burning like leprosy, eye can see u there poisoning the air, prostituing Nationalism, and eye want to attack, to rip out your heart and lay you flat on your back, and vomit a world of agony and truth into your throbbing illness of memory...and hate guides our way, eye long for the icy slap of a belt across my back, for the acceptance of death and blind cave war, the giving sleep of depression, the sweet elucidation of savage meaningless agression, chiseled in the meaty forearms of Mother Jupiter and his slave disciples, in the harem tents--outside, just beyond the edges--eye ride, a cycoptic mare in the fires of imagination. feeding my disease, a river of plagues, eye need something to remind me I'm still sinning that pain is important, that wurdz matter, that healing is possible, that eye am not alone ...in this --guard the houses--triple the watch,--Maidens, dig up your sorcery --sirens, sharpen your rocks..ewe will eat my pain again. whatever you need unite messiah ME --Wurdz by Otep Shamaya |
| more on my dad. July 15, 2002 5:47 p.m. Related Reading Okay, so I think this is the last access to a puter I'll have until I go back down to my apt. that might not be till Aug. I found out more things in regards to my dad. apparently the judges decided that they wanted his resignation as of today, and not sept. And part of their reasoning for wanting his resignation is derived from what people have been telling them about my dad's drinking habits, however there have been some people who have said that that saw him at this one place around 3:00 in the afternoon, ...which he would not have done, and he doesn't even go to the place they mentioned....but mean he goes there for lunch, but that's it, and when he does my mom is always there with him. Anyway, for him to keep a job with the county (just not as chief) they are forcing him to go to a treatment center as of tomorrow. They will do an evaluation and determain if his treatment should be in patient or out patient, they judge believes that they will keep him there. I told my mom that it might be for the best. She also told me that if he goes in maybe she should remove all the liquor from the house. Is it wrong that I immedately wanted to take some of it? |
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