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| nothings changed the senates still corrupt & the emporer remains insane, and every day, is a new strain of slaughter, supply lines are less protected, evil on all sides, eye can smell the death on your flesh--creeping in, trapped within the twisting fingers of fear, and all eye see is ewe, that face, those eyes, burning like leprosy, eye can see u there poisoning the air, prostituing Nationalism, and eye want to attack, to rip out your heart and lay you flat on your back, and vomit a world of agony and truth into your throbbing illness of memory...and hate guides our way, eye long for the icy slap of a belt across my back, for the acceptance of death and blind cave war, the giving sleep of depression, the sweet elucidation of savage meaningless agression, chiseled in the meaty forearms of Mother Jupiter and his slave disciples, in the harem tents--outside, just beyond the edges--eye ride, a cycoptic mare in the fires of imagination. feeding my disease, a river of plagues, eye need something to remind me I'm still sinning that pain is important, that wurdz matter, that healing is possible, that eye am not alone ...in this --guard the houses--triple the watch,--Maidens, dig up your sorcery --sirens, sharpen your rocks..ewe will eat my pain again. whatever you need unite messiah ME --Wurdz by Otep Shamaya |
 Marty is Walter.April 21, 2003 11:41 p.m. Related Reading My friend Marty and I enjoy mentally casting our friends in The Big Lebowski. We also enjoy discussing this casting and finding more reasons to support the casting selection. He is undoubtfully Walter, and he takes great pride in that fact. I am Maude. However given how much time I've been speeding with him I totally feel like the dude. I mean I am a very laid back person, it takes alot to annoy me, and I swear to god he pushes my buttons all the time. If you're familar with the movie there's the part where Walter and the dude are arguing over the phone with the dude telling Walter to leave him alone,..but then at the end of the conversation comfirms that he will be at practice the next day. I feel that way with Marty. He'll irritate me so bad but the all of a sudden I catch myself reaffirming plans to eat lunch together as usual. Many times when he goes on one of his Walter fits I just stop him by loudly asking "What does any of this have to do with Vietnam, Walter?" and then he'll laugh and say "Well, there's not a literal connection". ...Like today I was telling him how in my sculpture class I've been using this hammer drill to drill holes in stone and how I'm getting really buff from it. He then starts explaining how if I really want to get buff I should do push ups,..explaining why they are good for building muscle and trying to show me the best way to do it to get best results. ...and I'm just like....frickin' A how does one go from power tools to the military? I mean I'm the queen of giant leap transitions, but come on. and I mean got not into an argument of sorts over it because my orginal point was not that I was getting buff, just that it was kind cool to use powertools...and he just kept going on and on about push ups being better. He's so opinionated in all the wrong ways....the straight up "Am I Wrong?! Am I Wrong?!" and it's just like "No Walter/marty you're not wrong, you're just an asshole!". He holds these loud closeminded beliefs where he thinks he is always incrediblly right and does not think out various possiblities. ..I'm always there saying well what about this, or this..or maybe they act this way because of this and he's always like,...well that's true...or I can see that. I mean I have pretty strong opinions, but (if you've prove me wrong I'll admit it) I usually have a well thought out reason for holding that opinion. Ugh it's just really frustrating, "and this aggression will not stand, man". Oh and I just im'ed marty about the website above... Marty: you should see my new wallpaper Raven:walter with the gun? Marty: it basically tells you how i would act in certain situations Marty: yep Marty: lol Raven: damn I'm good Marty: lmao Marty: yep oh well I guess I'll just deal, "sometimes you eat the bar, and sometimes the bar eats you." |
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