Raven in Green again..

nothings changed the senates still corrupt & the emporer remains insane, and every day, is a new strain of slaughter, supply lines are less protected, evil on all sides, eye can smell the death on your flesh--creeping in, trapped within the twisting fingers of fear, and all eye see is ewe, that face, those eyes, burning like leprosy, eye can see u there poisoning the air, prostituing Nationalism, and eye want to attack, to rip out your heart and lay you flat on your back, and vomit a world of agony and truth into your throbbing illness of memory...and hate guides our way, eye long for the icy slap of a belt across my back, for the acceptance of death and blind cave war, the giving sleep of depression, the sweet elucidation of savage meaningless agression, chiseled in the meaty forearms of Mother Jupiter and his slave disciples, in the harem tents--outside, just beyond the edges--eye ride, a cycoptic mare in the fires of imagination. feeding my disease, a river of plagues, eye need something to remind me I'm still sinning that pain is important, that wurdz matter, that healing is possible, that eye am not alone ...in this --guard the houses--triple the watch,--Maidens, dig up your sorcery --sirens, sharpen your rocks..ewe will eat my pain again. whatever you need unite messiah ME

--Wurdz by Otep Shamaya

More on this long walk thing.
October 20, 2003 11:07 p.m.

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The Raven girl is continuing to be mindfucked by the wabash people.

This morning when I checked my email to print out the information on the Rose Hulman show reception. I had numerous emails about the imfamous long walk.

When I got home from work I counted them up. EIGHT!!!!!! 8 freaking emails! I wasn't even going to ask them for information! NOW I know every detail of their trip! And yes Jeff's email address was on the list of those who received these pieces of mass mail. AND our email addresses were side by side in every one. ...out of a list of 12.

oh yes....I'm sure you can just hear the wheel's in ol' Raven's head chrunging.

And seriously! What's with these people to think it was a good idea to invite me!?!? I dunno....maybe my first conclusion was right....his friends think he was a dumbass and forcing us back together. I dunno...I'm just waiting to get an email asking me not to come.

anyway..I need to be getting to bed. Just had to get that off my chest.

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