Sick, movie, thanksgiving, grad school.
October 23, 2002 1:34 a.m.

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Question, is it just me, or is the guy in the picture rather sexy? I have no idea what make.out.com is, or if it suits me...but I dig the guy.

So I'm sick, and all I did today is sleep. Really. I went to bed around 3am, got up for my 8:00. Got back in bed around 9:00, but had to listen to the rest of Bob and Tom since I was up. Then slept from 10-2pm, decided to skip my 2:00, slept until 3 when b called and woke me up, slept from 3-7. I did absolutely nothing today, and I really had alot I needed to do,..but I really don't feel like it....although, I am feeing a bit better.

B and I watch Life or Something Like It, tonight. It was really cute. but,..I'm sure that spawns from the fact that I absolutely love Angelina Jolie. ..This might be on my list of movies to buy.

Oh and I was invited down to south carolina for Thanksgiving. And I'm considering going, though I'm not sure how my parents will feel about it. but the thing is, I hate holidays with my family now a days,...I mean especially now that my Grandmother has died. ..So hyphoteticlly speaking if we have a 'family' thanksgiving that would be, my parents, my aunt and uncle from chicago and my Aunt from NY. ..And my 2 aunts hate one another. And the aunt and uncle from chicago will get there at noon and will leave right after dinner, and the aunt from Ny will stay a week. And I hate going to my parents house. I get so depressed when I'm there, my mom always conserning me with money problems, ..ya know,...I know there are money problems but when she is constantly bringing them up it makes me so depressed (like last weekend). I get thinking of all the expense I have and how much of a burden I am, which sends me into a panic attack...which always makes me think about suicide. Don't worry, once I wake up in the morning I never feel that way. But basicly I really don't want to go home just for Thanksgiving dinner. But,..if I go to south carolina I will get to see B and C's brother and his wife, who are awesome, and possibly their imfamous brother to lives in Seattle who I have never met. But I'm thinking about going to Grad School in Seattle Granted I've never been there, but I've been told I would love it there, the artsy atmosphere. Plus,...it's north,...but really never gets below 50, which is fine by me. And will I do need to take a trip up there to check it out,...It would be good for me to talk to him about it...since of course he lives there. ..I'm hoping sometime B and I,..and maybe some other people can take a trip out there and check it out,...and since the application deadline is in january, I better do that soon, maybe over christmas break...but my parents won't want me to drive there in the winter,...and I don't think B can afford to fly, ..maybe the might give him some money to go with me,..I mean since we would be staying with his brother and not at a hotel. Anyway, that an entirely different thought. ..I'm also hear the Charlotte is a great town, so I might look for a school around there, and if I got to sc for thanksgiving, I can check it out. I'm also considering San Francisco. ...But I'm not likely to find a straight man there....kidding, no I wasn't considering Calaforina because I'm not a calaforina type person, but then San Francisco is not LA, it's more artsy, and there are a million art schools there.