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| nothings changed the senates still corrupt & the emporer remains insane, and every day, is a new strain of slaughter, supply lines are less protected, evil on all sides, eye can smell the death on your flesh--creeping in, trapped within the twisting fingers of fear, and all eye see is ewe, that face, those eyes, burning like leprosy, eye can see u there poisoning the air, prostituing Nationalism, and eye want to attack, to rip out your heart and lay you flat on your back, and vomit a world of agony and truth into your throbbing illness of memory...and hate guides our way, eye long for the icy slap of a belt across my back, for the acceptance of death and blind cave war, the giving sleep of depression, the sweet elucidation of savage meaningless agression, chiseled in the meaty forearms of Mother Jupiter and his slave disciples, in the harem tents--outside, just beyond the edges--eye ride, a cycoptic mare in the fires of imagination. feeding my disease, a river of plagues, eye need something to remind me I'm still sinning that pain is important, that wurdz matter, that healing is possible, that eye am not alone ...in this --guard the houses--triple the watch,--Maidens, dig up your sorcery --sirens, sharpen your rocks..ewe will eat my pain again. whatever you need unite messiah ME --Wurdz by Otep Shamaya |
 Justin visitMay 20, 2004 2:50 a.m. Related Reading so it's been an interesting couple of days. I have learned alot and experienced alot and I don't think I'll be able to fully grasp and understand it all for a while. And at this moment in time I'm not going into details, I really just have to roll all this around in my head and see what comes of it and how it all makes sense. This is all derived from our visit from the awesome Mr. Justin His being he really got me looking at life in a different way. He asked me some very direct difficult questions, ones that I really didn't like the answers to. I really need to start reevaluating my life and get myself back to that point when I knew what my purpose in life was. back when I said my purpose was to be an artist in a studio at all hours of the night. Like I stated, I still haven't got my head wrapped around it all, but hopefully I will soon. |
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