Raven in Green again..

nothings changed the senates still corrupt & the emporer remains insane, and every day, is a new strain of slaughter, supply lines are less protected, evil on all sides, eye can smell the death on your flesh--creeping in, trapped within the twisting fingers of fear, and all eye see is ewe, that face, those eyes, burning like leprosy, eye can see u there poisoning the air, prostituing Nationalism, and eye want to attack, to rip out your heart and lay you flat on your back, and vomit a world of agony and truth into your throbbing illness of memory...and hate guides our way, eye long for the icy slap of a belt across my back, for the acceptance of death and blind cave war, the giving sleep of depression, the sweet elucidation of savage meaningless agression, chiseled in the meaty forearms of Mother Jupiter and his slave disciples, in the harem tents--outside, just beyond the edges--eye ride, a cycoptic mare in the fires of imagination. feeding my disease, a river of plagues, eye need something to remind me I'm still sinning that pain is important, that wurdz matter, that healing is possible, that eye am not alone ...in this --guard the houses--triple the watch,--Maidens, dig up your sorcery --sirens, sharpen your rocks..ewe will eat my pain again. whatever you need unite messiah ME

--Wurdz by Otep Shamaya

Human Chess
June 18, 2003 2:18 a.m.

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So I can't remember if I have written about this or not...but ...I'm going to write about it regardsless.

My friend Libby and I like to study the what I have dubbed "Human Chess". (She's been trying to get my to learn how to play chess, says it's a trait I need to learn. ..so I've been actually playing chess lately) ...Human Chess is studying the behaviors of others and associate them with chess pieces. She says by doing this (my learning to play chess is part of this) I will understand people better and why they act a certain way in a certain situation.

How does this work? Well, Starting with me, I'm the King. As Libby decribe it to me I am the ulimate prize and I move very slow. ...I started thinking more about this tonight...I am hard to defeat and I have lots of people looking out for me.

Libby claims to be a Queen. She's the most powerful piece in play, she can go anywhere, do anything and have complete control of the situation. However...after witnessing her behavior at the Wabash party I don't quite the think she can maintain control of a situation when she's trashed.

B is a Rook. The second most powerful piece on the board. Alot of people underestimate the power of the Rook and it is never truly felt until it has entirely fucked up your world without your even realizing it.

C is a Knight. She is sneakly and can attack from a distance. She can jump in and out of conflict very rapidly.

Marty is a white Bishop. This has to do with his military nature. he can move around alot and very quickly. Yet, he can only stay on one color....one side of things and it is impossible to change him.

Mike. Pawn. ....he thinks about things, takes a step and sits. Thinks about things, takes a step and sits.

Trish the Dish. Pawn. ...And her little attempt to use C to get to B and to cut me out of the picture was as Libby said "a pawn trying to move diagonally".

J is a Pawn.

I have yet to decide what Jeff is. I think he's either a King or a Rook.

A King dating another King, when you think about it....that's exactly how it should be.

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