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| nothings changed the senates still corrupt & the emporer remains insane, and every day, is a new strain of slaughter, supply lines are less protected, evil on all sides, eye can smell the death on your flesh--creeping in, trapped within the twisting fingers of fear, and all eye see is ewe, that face, those eyes, burning like leprosy, eye can see u there poisoning the air, prostituing Nationalism, and eye want to attack, to rip out your heart and lay you flat on your back, and vomit a world of agony and truth into your throbbing illness of memory...and hate guides our way, eye long for the icy slap of a belt across my back, for the acceptance of death and blind cave war, the giving sleep of depression, the sweet elucidation of savage meaningless agression, chiseled in the meaty forearms of Mother Jupiter and his slave disciples, in the harem tents--outside, just beyond the edges--eye ride, a cycoptic mare in the fires of imagination. feeding my disease, a river of plagues, eye need something to remind me I'm still sinning that pain is important, that wurdz matter, that healing is possible, that eye am not alone ...in this --guard the houses--triple the watch,--Maidens, dig up your sorcery --sirens, sharpen your rocks..ewe will eat my pain again. whatever you need unite messiah ME --Wurdz by Otep Shamaya |
   Hooch-OutAugust 04, 2003 2:23 a.m. Related Reading I am decided on my new form of exercise. ....Sure I might get back in the habit of doing yoga, after all I do love it...I just haven't 'felt' like doing it. ...I dunno. But.... My new workout is going to be Hooch dancing...just for me. I mean....I have just been really really getting into hooch dancing lately! ...I'll be getting ready to go somewhere and I'll be blasting my winamp...and when a down and dirty song comes on I just can't help myself (I've been playing alot of the song "dirty girl" ...Latrelle Feat the Neptunes.. lately). The other night I was working in the Printmaking studio and I was listening to The Monkey and the dj was playing lots of hip hop and it was really good...and I was really getting into it. After the hottie professor left I really started getting into it....grinding my hips and flipping my hair all around .....just having so much fun right there in the studio. So I've decided (if I can keep from making myself so dizzy that I pass out) ...that yes in fact hooch dancing will be my new aerobic exercise. ...turn up my hip hop and pop mp3 (the BSB song "Get Another Boyfriend" is a serious hooch dancing song. ...B always says if he needs to earn money by stripping...that would be his song...it's totally a strip song for a guy....but I can hooch-out to it all the same). ....Though this activity will have to be during a time when my upstairs neighbor, Nevada, isn't around.....and preferably not asleep (that bitch goes to bed early! ...lately it's been relatively consistantly closer to 1am ...but during the school year it was 10pm, 12 at the latest (except for thristy thursdays). .....so no late night hoochout sessions. ..I'm thinking it'll have to be sometime in the afternoon because he's usually around in the evenings. hmmm means no afternoon nap........Ugh and wait! I'm moving out of my apt in 2 weeks and moving back with my parents.....eww hooch dancing at my parents house. Aleast masturbation is quiet and the doors have locks .....but hooch dancing....most likely in the family room downstairs next to my room ......just what I need my parents to coming down to tell me to turn the music down and catch me dancing like a stripper. |
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