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| nothings changed the senates still corrupt & the emporer remains insane, and every day, is a new strain of slaughter, supply lines are less protected, evil on all sides, eye can smell the death on your flesh--creeping in, trapped within the twisting fingers of fear, and all eye see is ewe, that face, those eyes, burning like leprosy, eye can see u there poisoning the air, prostituing Nationalism, and eye want to attack, to rip out your heart and lay you flat on your back, and vomit a world of agony and truth into your throbbing illness of memory...and hate guides our way, eye long for the icy slap of a belt across my back, for the acceptance of death and blind cave war, the giving sleep of depression, the sweet elucidation of savage meaningless agression, chiseled in the meaty forearms of Mother Jupiter and his slave disciples, in the harem tents--outside, just beyond the edges--eye ride, a cycoptic mare in the fires of imagination. feeding my disease, a river of plagues, eye need something to remind me I'm still sinning that pain is important, that wurdz matter, that healing is possible, that eye am not alone ...in this --guard the houses--triple the watch,--Maidens, dig up your sorcery --sirens, sharpen your rocks..ewe will eat my pain again. whatever you need unite messiah ME --Wurdz by Otep Shamaya |
 GraduationMay 10, 2003 8:10 a.m. Related Reading A few hours from now I will be going though commencment. I am sitting here in my cute little dress that I got for $5 that I wore on my date with the Wabash guy and to the recent opening. I am also quite hungry and I've been up since 4am. My parents should be arriving in an hour and after that we'll be off to the Art Dept. Graduate brunch. None of it really seems real. I'm pretty much in denial of everything, I just can't fathom graduation. I took a nap last night, and watched the Ring (not as scarey the second time around, but still good and worth watching) ..all the while waiting for B, C and Fam to call me to go see X2. ...That call never came. Made me wonder, made me sad. Oh and the post viewing freak-out that the Ring creates was still prevolant upon repeat viewing. I was too scared to go far enough into my basement for the motion censored lights to come on....so I just waited to move my laundary until around 6am when the sun was up. Anyway I think I might watch some Xfiles, or maybe another movie, I was already inspired to watch You've Got Mail this morning, or maybe I'll read some Harry Potter as a means to fill the hour. ...No not till graduation....I just can't wait for lunch! |
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