nothings changed the senates still corrupt & the emporer remains insane, and every day, is a new strain of slaughter, supply lines are less protected, evil on all sides, eye can smell the death on your flesh--creeping in, trapped within the twisting fingers of fear, and all eye see is ewe, that face, those eyes, burning like leprosy, eye can see u there poisoning the air, prostituing Nationalism, and eye want to attack, to rip out your heart and lay you flat on your back, and vomit a world of agony and truth into your throbbing illness of memory...and hate guides our way, eye long for the icy slap of a belt across my back, for the acceptance of death and blind cave war, the giving sleep of depression, the sweet elucidation of savage meaningless agression, chiseled in the meaty forearms of Mother Jupiter and his slave disciples, in the harem tents--outside, just beyond the edges--eye ride, a cycoptic mare in the fires of imagination. feeding my disease, a river of plagues, eye need something to remind me I'm still sinning that pain is important, that wurdz matter, that healing is possible, that eye am not alone ...in this --guard the houses--triple the watch,--Maidens, dig up your sorcery --sirens, sharpen your rocks..ewe will eat my pain again. whatever you need unite messiah ME

--Wurdz by Otep Shamaya

Gollybop! cheerleading was so RAD today!
June 13, 2002 7:39 p.m.


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Question: Is this chick for real? I'm actually posting this entry as well as linking to it. It's like a train wreck, you can't look away. I'm hoping it's a joke, no one can be this pathetic.

Gollybop

Cheerleading was so RAD today. I swear sometimes I love it more than anything. Wait...I love NOTHING more than soccer. Soccer is my game. Heather's too.

Back to cheerleading---like everyone got along today. It was like one of the most amazing things I've ever seen. People working together--even the ones that think they're all 'high and mighty' (i sound like my dad) were helping people and telling them what to do. I really love when things like that happen.

Stuff happened today that I am some what upset about, but it's nothing big. Sometimes I think I just care about what other people do to me wayyyy too much. It's so hard though. It hurts too.

Dont ever be like me




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