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| nothings changed the senates still corrupt & the emporer remains insane, and every day, is a new strain of slaughter, supply lines are less protected, evil on all sides, eye can smell the death on your flesh--creeping in, trapped within the twisting fingers of fear, and all eye see is ewe, that face, those eyes, burning like leprosy, eye can see u there poisoning the air, prostituing Nationalism, and eye want to attack, to rip out your heart and lay you flat on your back, and vomit a world of agony and truth into your throbbing illness of memory...and hate guides our way, eye long for the icy slap of a belt across my back, for the acceptance of death and blind cave war, the giving sleep of depression, the sweet elucidation of savage meaningless agression, chiseled in the meaty forearms of Mother Jupiter and his slave disciples, in the harem tents--outside, just beyond the edges--eye ride, a cycoptic mare in the fires of imagination. feeding my disease, a river of plagues, eye need something to remind me I'm still sinning that pain is important, that wurdz matter, that healing is possible, that eye am not alone ...in this --guard the houses--triple the watch,--Maidens, dig up your sorcery --sirens, sharpen your rocks..ewe will eat my pain again. whatever you need unite messiah ME --Wurdz by Otep Shamaya |
 silly and girlieApril 10, 2005 4:20 a.m. Related Reading I wish I could post soemthing right now as lovely as I feel. yes, I'm still sick and all that nonsense, but I'm feeling better I think. Trying to minimize the insanity...thinking lovely thoughts. I spent a great deal of the evening telling Carrie how wonderful the boyfriend is. Well, truly, I wanted to have a big sister talk with her. No, we're not related, and yes I am older. Basicly I wanted to get her advice and experience with the Pill, and tell what and being going on with me....we think that's its just a bunch of things combining at the same time. but yeah, afterwards I was telling here about the boyfriend. ugh, sometimes we are so cute that it sends my Dawson's Creek Cute detector in to extreme overdrive. and clearly that must be combated with lots of hot kinky sex. really, it is kinda nice to be stupid and girlie about someone. I can get behind that. |
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