Raven in Green again..

nothings changed the senates still corrupt & the emporer remains insane, and every day, is a new strain of slaughter, supply lines are less protected, evil on all sides, eye can smell the death on your flesh--creeping in, trapped within the twisting fingers of fear, and all eye see is ewe, that face, those eyes, burning like leprosy, eye can see u there poisoning the air, prostituing Nationalism, and eye want to attack, to rip out your heart and lay you flat on your back, and vomit a world of agony and truth into your throbbing illness of memory...and hate guides our way, eye long for the icy slap of a belt across my back, for the acceptance of death and blind cave war, the giving sleep of depression, the sweet elucidation of savage meaningless agression, chiseled in the meaty forearms of Mother Jupiter and his slave disciples, in the harem tents--outside, just beyond the edges--eye ride, a cycoptic mare in the fires of imagination. feeding my disease, a river of plagues, eye need something to remind me I'm still sinning that pain is important, that wurdz matter, that healing is possible, that eye am not alone ...in this --guard the houses--triple the watch,--Maidens, dig up your sorcery --sirens, sharpen your rocks..ewe will eat my pain again. whatever you need unite messiah ME

--Wurdz by Otep Shamaya

Interview Question 3: Ghosts.
July 01, 2005 11:12 p.m.

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Interviews (seems to be a new version of the whole TAG situation. what fun which ended so abruptly.)

1. If you want to participate in the fun, too, Leave me a note and I will contact you with the questions.
2. I will respond by asking you five questions.
3. An entire journal entry must be devoted to answering the questions I ask you - and you have to answer each and every one of them honestly.
4. In your question answering entry, you have to include an explanation of the rules, much like this, and offer to interview others.
5. When others ask to be interviewed, you need to ask them five original questions.

Interviewer: Yeah, I'm a Dork!

I might be breaking the rules alittle. I think I want to devote an entire entry to answering each question. I believe I'm keeping with the spirit of the game. I believe the point is that the interviewe takes the time to write a really thought out response to each question, as opposed to a one word response. by doing it this way I and can devote the deserved attention to each response. Also, I like to keep my entries from getting too long, this way it is short and to the point.

3. There is a crazy rumor going around Diaryland that your little palace of love is haunted. Ghosts scare the shit out of me. Maybe more than clowns. Ok, maybe not. Anyways, what the fuck is my point here? Oh - are you afraid of the ghost? Because, seriously, the idea of some dead floaty thing above me while I am giving my boyfriend a blowjob just freaks me the fuck out, man.

Okay, it's true. My apartment is seriously haunted. This was something we learned very early on. When we first moved things in Becky had her computer hooked up in the living room. ...so one day I came home and she comes up to my right away asking why I removed the phone cord from her computer. And I said, "What?" Apparently, she had moved her computer back to her room, which is signficantly far from the living room, and hooked it up. That included the phone cord. Then later on when she wanted to use it kept telling her that it wasn't detecting a dial tone. ...and she looked and saw the cord was missing. .....she eventually found it on the floor in the living room. Now I know what your thinking. Yes, it was hooked up, she had even used it. The cord wasn't left in the living room. And she couldn't have unplugged it with her feet. To this day we have no idea how that cord got there, so we decided we have a ghost. I've come home to find candles buring, and asked becky why she left the house without blowing them out, her response being that she never lit them. Things move or disappear for days. we just chauk it up to our ghost.

However, we had never actually seen it, so when the boyfriend mentioned to us one night that he had seen one, we were estatic! "HA! We KNEW It all along!!!" and we were curious to have him tell us all sorts of details. Apparently she is all white and likes to float around the house. ...We kinda thought it was male before.

And really, it doesn't weird me out because I have friends who, "See Dead People" and I know that they are constantly walking around us. She hasn't done anything to harm us. I think she tolerates us well enough,....so I don't really see anything to to be afraid of. ...and really if it makes her lack of life better to watch me give a blow job....then maybe it's all for the best. I'll only be worried if she starts really doing scarey things.

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