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| nothings changed the senates still corrupt & the emporer remains insane, and every day, is a new strain of slaughter, supply lines are less protected, evil on all sides, eye can smell the death on your flesh--creeping in, trapped within the twisting fingers of fear, and all eye see is ewe, that face, those eyes, burning like leprosy, eye can see u there poisoning the air, prostituing Nationalism, and eye want to attack, to rip out your heart and lay you flat on your back, and vomit a world of agony and truth into your throbbing illness of memory...and hate guides our way, eye long for the icy slap of a belt across my back, for the acceptance of death and blind cave war, the giving sleep of depression, the sweet elucidation of savage meaningless agression, chiseled in the meaty forearms of Mother Jupiter and his slave disciples, in the harem tents--outside, just beyond the edges--eye ride, a cycoptic mare in the fires of imagination. feeding my disease, a river of plagues, eye need something to remind me I'm still sinning that pain is important, that wurdz matter, that healing is possible, that eye am not alone ...in this --guard the houses--triple the watch,--Maidens, dig up your sorcery --sirens, sharpen your rocks..ewe will eat my pain again. whatever you need unite messiah ME --Wurdz by Otep Shamaya |
 Fingerprints of the GodsJuly 25, 2003 2:33 p.m. Related Reading Okay, so right now I could do an entry on how angry at Jeff I am right now..but I've done a million of those ...so I'm going to write one of the mental outlines. I've been reading this book called Fingerprints of the Gods. It's a theory tha all the ancient civilizations (Egyptians, aztecs, maya) were all remnants of another very intelligent, exstremely advanced civilization. Several years ago, I believe when I was in highschool, I became addicted to this show on the learning channel, "In search of ancient civilization". It was a one hour show that started at 1am. and they would usually air 2 of them. I was watching it over my Christmas break, so I was able to keep those hours. but I was just so utterly fasinated! I remember so much of what I learned from those shows to this day! I was in fact discussing it with a friend of mine one night and she told me that she was reading a book about that very thing. ...Fingerprints of the Gods. So after reading the new Harry Potter I was in the bookstore and decided to get FPOTG. It is AMAZING! I'm learning so much! I just can't seem to put it down! and the thing is even if the theory is wrong...I'm learning about real cultures that I never new existed! And I'm not referencing that we've been told lies about these cultures...but rather we've just not been told about them,....or told things about the cultures that we do know about. It's mind boggling all the stuff that has be kept from us....plus it's just damn interesting. I've become so mental arrogant...walking around...'hmmm they don't know about this." "that guy doesn't know abou that tomb"... I know I know it's bad, I feel I've learned so much and I'm about 200 pages into the book. I'm off for some coffee and more reading. |
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