Raven in Green again..

nothings changed the senates still corrupt & the emporer remains insane, and every day, is a new strain of slaughter, supply lines are less protected, evil on all sides, eye can smell the death on your flesh--creeping in, trapped within the twisting fingers of fear, and all eye see is ewe, that face, those eyes, burning like leprosy, eye can see u there poisoning the air, prostituing Nationalism, and eye want to attack, to rip out your heart and lay you flat on your back, and vomit a world of agony and truth into your throbbing illness of memory...and hate guides our way, eye long for the icy slap of a belt across my back, for the acceptance of death and blind cave war, the giving sleep of depression, the sweet elucidation of savage meaningless agression, chiseled in the meaty forearms of Mother Jupiter and his slave disciples, in the harem tents--outside, just beyond the edges--eye ride, a cycoptic mare in the fires of imagination. feeding my disease, a river of plagues, eye need something to remind me I'm still sinning that pain is important, that wurdz matter, that healing is possible, that eye am not alone ...in this --guard the houses--triple the watch,--Maidens, dig up your sorcery --sirens, sharpen your rocks..ewe will eat my pain again. whatever you need unite messiah ME

--Wurdz by Otep Shamaya

grrrrr
January 12, 2005 1:27 p.m.

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Grrr..becky has been pissing me off lately,...she's being sooo selfish. ...now maybe this is because I'm normally the selfish one and she's turning the game on me.

But...what just pissed me off is that she rearranged out netflix queue. What was slated to ship to day was the next disc of The L Word, but I noticed she put buffy in at the top. so the L word is next in line.

why does this piss me off? the point is that I watched my last disc and sent it back,...she did send back her buffy until the night before last. So now that my movie arrived first she is reaping the benifits...and that pisses me off. I know she hates the show, but honestly I only have to disc left, let me watch it and get it over with,...don't shift the queue so you get your show first.

Not to mention the fact that she's been spending an obscene about of time online, and we both have dial up, I finally pushed for DSL when I was sick of having to wait for here to finish. Really, she was on last night from atleast 8 (when I got home from bowling) till 2! So if i want to check my email and diaryland before bed...I have to wait till she done...one night was really hopeing to be in bed around 3-3:30, but she was on until 3 so I stayed up, and while I was online the NZ guy popped up and I chatted with him for awhile...and low and behold it was almost 5 when I went to bed.

anyway, I'm sure I'm running very late for work.

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